Assalamualaikum....
it is not easy...is tough..really tough...but other can do why not me???
tiap kali ak stress dgn keja n study....that phrase will keep on my mind...and bila pikir2 balik...i choose this for my future and i have to dare to face it....kdg2 i would
ask myself...which one you want to give up...i choose to give up on my job....surprise right???
bukan tak sayang dgn keja and of course dgn keja la leh dapat duit, dapat pengalaman...mayb it is not just my luck bila dapat keja yg wat just because of...ak kena keja...ak nk keja yg ak suka, yg ak puas hati and buat sbb ak minat....
working in Finance department it's not easy, busy yang tak pernah stop...dealing with money...dealing with billing...refund...bla..bla..bla... i've been in education industry for almost 5 years, starting in 2009 at Masterskill and now known as AMU...at 1st mmg best...new experience, new knowledge, new company...kawan2 pun best...mmg ak sayang nk tinggal kan Registrar Office aka Admission & Record Dptmnt....tp apa kan daya management menggila hentam department and yg wat ak nekad nk resign sbb after all sacrify for company,and during bonus and increament, satu sen pun ak tak dapat....
so i move forward to IMU, my current company, keja sini...tak best...seriously i admit keja sini tak best...tak best dr segi...nmpk sgt yg wat keja hanya melayu n bos adalah bangsa lain...kawan2 pun tak sehavoc kat opis lama...ak still stay because of good pay(watmasanila), good benefit....and still ak terpikir to move on other places sbb keja yg tak leh support my study dr segi masa....ak kena bg masa antara keja and study but it seems that keja tak leh bagi ak masa utk study...yess...seriously...that's why ak nk give on my job not study...and on the same time...ak nk cari company yg lebih islamic...kdg2 jiwa ni tak aman sbb xde unsur2 islam dalam keja ak...ari2 pun tgk org seksi..ari2 pun wat dosa....haihhhh....
keja dalam suasana islam is one of my wish for this new year...ak nk berjaya dlm sume bidang yg ak join, berjaya dalam hidup dunia akhirat...jiwa ak ni kdg2 meronta2 sbb the culture not suit in me...tp dlm sesuai tak sesuai...dh nk 2thn gak keja kan...so my target...this year mesti apply and try get a job yg islamic and....not in Finance anymore, since i further Master...i would think about become a lecturer or join other field...mcm HR ke, Admin ke...but not in Finance anymore...
and i want to start my biz...online biz...now looking for barang to jual...of course nk cari barang yg suit with me yg XXL ni kan...tak kan nk jual brg2 yg ak sendiri tak pakai tak muat...well hope this gregorian year and of course Islamic year will be more success ni my life...my job...my study...my relationship...amin...
Wassalam...Adios...
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