BaLIK KeJa AwaL!!!!!

Assalamualaikum,

everytime nmpk je all these fact sure akan relate kan dgn bos2 yg suka sgt kita stay back utk siap kan keja...

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credit to a fren in FB

credit to a fren in FB

nape keja byk???napa keja tak pernah habis???
we as staff always complain...nape la tak nak amik staff lagi...keja makin byk...bukan makin sikit...untung nk lebih tapi tak nk tambah staff...mcm mana keja nk siap kalau gini...asal tanya HR je...mesti jawapan diaorg...we freeze for recruit new staff....tp ak nmpk je org dtg interview....ermm...kompius ak...

well for me...yg mmg suka sgt keja...even weekend pun keja....mmg sepatutnya kita hanya bekerja only for 8hours...it's to make sure that our job is being done within the time frame and of course a quality of the task that we supposed to settle...

tp within 8 hours, are we really using it wisely and really do our job...surely tak kan...sure de beberapa minit kita amik utk sms and chatting dgn kawan2, gi toilet, pi pantry bila tetiba lapa, tetiba mengantuk n pi borak2 kejap...so plus minus paling tak kita dh bazir kan dalam sejam ke sejam setgh or mayb 2jam or lebih kan....

like me, I'm also entertain student and parents, not only them, org2 bank yg call and dtg nk pasang itu ini, tu dah amik masa jugak kan...so i couldn't concentrate to my job 100%, tu belum lagi kejap2 bos panggil, minta tlg itu ini, staff2 dr dptment lain minta n tanya mcm2....so kalau ikut kan sebenarnya ak buat keja de la dlm 4-5 hour je kot....

jd mcm mana keja nk siap...pas 2 bos bising napa xsiap...nnti kalau jawab kt plak yg kena...jd la kes masa ak opis lama...gara2 tak agree dgn pendapat bos baru,ak tak dpt bonus even ak bagai nk rak wat keja n stay back ari2 smpai kul 9mlm....ermm...xpe lah...Allah lebih tahu n pasti ada yg terbaik menanti...

so utk avoid dr keja tak siap....ak sll stay back but bukan selalu...skrg ni paling lewat kul 7...tu pun sbb topup masa ak jenjalan cr kawan borak sbb ngantuk n masa ak bersms or chat dgn kawan...i juz to make sure, ak keja 8 jam...8jam yg ak betul2 wat keja la...so after that i'm gone...go back!!!

but usually monday n friday i will not stay so long la...5.45pm cabut....

kalau story pasal keja lebih masa can cause heart attack..i might agree la...sbb i have an experience where i'm easily get sick bila kt keja under preassure and stay back until 9 almost everyday...our body start to ngada2 bila bdn asyik seram sejuk, asyik selesema yg teruk smpai sakit kepala...this disease is keep on happen smpai la ari jumaat sbb dh nk weekend...terus jadi sihat n tak sabar nk bgn lambat n bermalas-malasan...

it's important to us to get enough rest for the next day...if not, esk nya sure akan ngantuk kat opis kan.....but the boses pun should understand and give us the flexibility and trust to us to manage our job...mmg susah nk follow our plan tp...we should try la kan...

whatever it is...in life...we should have a balance life within work and our personal life...lagi2 utk org dh kawen kan...bukan je t/jwb kat opis, umah pun jd t/jwb kita...

so let's plan our task...try to make sure that we only working 8hrs daily.

Assalam, Adiois!!!!

ToO ComPLicAted.....

Assalam...

It's a hard to me to accept of losing someone who really important in your life n in your work life...seriously its really make my day very complicated....

everyday when we came to office, muka dia lah yg ko nmpk dulu....tmpt dia lah yg ko pandang dulu...even xtegur, bila ko nmpk dia...mcm2 perasaan ada diri ko...fuhh..lega dia ada...ermmm....sat lg ada la tu keja nk bg...that's actually the feeling that we usually feel everytime we see our boss everyday....but suddenly dia xde...baru terasa...kalau jd apa2 nk refer sapa...kalau xtau jwb nk bgtau apa plak....

And now the worklife start to be complicated when u have to be independent and learn everything by ur own...dah xde sapa nk backup kita lg....dah xde sapa nk tegur kt lg...kalau ada yg tegur pun mayb xsama dgn bos kt....

i do admit...alhamdulillah...so far ak sll dpt supervisor aka bos yg baik...accept masa memula keja dulu la...

masa previous company, even masa memula jumpa tgk akak ni mcm garang je...tp bila lama2 kenal...she's a very good supervisor yg sgt2 tak lokek dgn ilmu...apa2 masalah...we try to solve it together...that's my kakak, kak Azah....until now we still contact n sll gossip mcm2...hehehe....dia byk paham ak...mayb sbb kami ada persamaaa in certain thing...n i'm always make her as my reference dlm byk hal...she's left the HQ sbb family dia kat Johor,so kebetulan the company just open a new branch kat johor, dia minta transfer kat sana...

and in present company, she's the one yg interview ak...even masa blom masuk keja lagi...dh nmpk yg dia sgt2 friendly n try the best for the staff...dia org lama kat company tu...dh keja 11thn...start dr anak pertama smpai la anak ke-4...dh sekolah pun anak ke empat dia....kami rapat..but still in certain thing abt job, we are professional...xleh campur aduk kan hal keja n hal peribadi...

well now dia pun dh xde kat company...i have to learn by my own....try to learn as fast as i can...try to adapt that now u are the seniors...even br setahun keja....

sometime,i juz can't believe that i have to face the same thing again...the different is...masa company lama...ak dh expert dgn keja2 ak...dh master dlm keja2 ak...sume bnda pun ujung jari je and on the same time i still have another colleagues in the same unit...so we can backup each other...

but now...yg ada sume org2 baru...baru x baru...dh setahun keja la sama mcm ak...but still byk bnda yg ak xtau, xpaham....so pas ni kena letak pelapik telinga tebal2 sbb akan sll kena marah, kena letak span byk2 kat kepala supaya cepat absorb...

i do feel to leave the company jugak...but ak terpikir until when ak nk lari dr masalah...why i am not juz face the problem and take the challenge...this is the time to me to learn as much as i can and challenge myself to be a leader....mmg susah...tp apa yg kt dlm dunia ni yg xsusah...juz try to not make it complicated, try to solve the problem one by one and always be positive....

mmg org akan ckp, it easy to say but hard to do it...but as Islam...we must always believe....Allah tak akan uji seseorg tu tanpa kemampuan hamba Nya..sbb Allah tau kena mampu lalui ujian tu sbb tu Allah bg...lg pun Allah kan selalu ada....Dia lebih paham diri kita dari diri kita sendiri...

And thanks to Allah sbb bg kawan2 yg ada masa ak susah...Atie, Mun n kak Azah...ak byk ngadu dgn diaorg dlm hal2 keja...even xbyk yg boleh relieve perasaan risau ni, tp sekurang2 nya lega la sikit kan....

Ok that's all for now!!!
Adios!!!
Assalamualaikum....

BirtHdaY...VieTnam...WeDDing....

Assalamualaikum...

March...my favourite month...bulan yg buat ak kdg2 sedih sbb bulan ni jugak nenek pergi tinggal kan kami....

March start with...bz nya aku nk siap kan keja sbb on 8th March ak gi Vietnam...my besday present for myself....i juz realized that thn ni masuk thn ke-4 tiap kali bulan 2 or 3 ak gi bercuti...

2009, gi bandung dgn member opis. time tu keja YPMIB and 1st time gi overseas without family...agak teruja dan learn to be independent...

2010, gi Sg Lepo,Hulu Langat...ni xde la bercuti sgt juz on my birthday diaorg ajak pi mandi sungai...best..time ni celebrate dgn kawan opis Masterskill....

2011, gi Singapore-Turki-Madinah-Mekah-Jeddah-Turki-Singapore....hadiah besday utk diri sendiri n dr mama yg paling best....tak mampu di ungkap dgn kata2...ziarah yg sgt bermakna & ketenangan yg aku amat2 rindui....

2012, Bandung again...this time gi dgn mama n abah & shopping utk diri sendiri je...but still xpuas shopping sbb perut meragam...asal nmpk toilet je nk membuang...frusttt!!!!

2013,Vietnam...shopping and travel...get to know more abt Vietnam...how i'm proud of them sbb berjaya mengalah kan Amerika...smpai skrg Amerika xleh terima...negara yg senaif tu berjaya kalah kan diaorg...org2 Vietnam ni kuat,tabah n creative....diaorg leh recycle bom2 utk jd kan senjata diaorg nk lawan musuh...proud of them...seriously...

well this year on my birthday..ak cuti emergency sbb along admitted...so besday on the road n hospital lah...huhuhu....sedih...tp demi tanggungjawab n syg kan family...xpe lah...











the next day,celebrate besday kat opis plak....dpt la sebiji kek secret recipe, Choc Indulgence..my favourite....













so on 8th March...ak fly pi Saigon aka Vietnam...holiday 4days 3 nite...still xpuas shopping..huhuhu.












pas2 on 15 March...celebrate besday lg...dpt kek lagi...muhahaha....member opis ajak makan steamboat kat Tupai2 KL...ok lah kan...tp kek kali ni share ramai2....








on Saturday plak...abah belanja makan kat Damsyik,Seremban....alang2 balik seremban...abah ajak makan kat situ...ok la kan....

at the end on March plak...my cousin wedding at Parit, Perak....so on 30th March kami pun beramai2 turun ke Parit, Perak...dpt lah merehat kan diri kan....


and last saturday, 6 April on our side plak...lama dh xde wedding dlm our family, last wedding on my mom side around 3yrs ago...masa tu arwah nenek de lagi...and this time i were been responsible to make a choc fountains and bg bunga telor...dh agak2 makin matang ni kan...kt wat la keja2 gini kan...

tp kali ni ak nmpk sgt keja2 kawen ni, dh jd keja mak2 je...anak2 dara mcm dh xminat wat keja tlg2 wedding ni...duk lepak je..pe nk jd korg ni...

at the age 28th ni...nothing much to be asked...alhamdulillah i have all that i want....juz two thing yg ak blom dpt...married life n Master....

yg ak mampu buat adalah usaha, doa n tawakal...i always believe that Allah dh prepare a very good plan and good love story for me..ak harus jd Allah lah cinta teragung...kena selalu ingat kan Dia...

so that's all for now...
Adios!!!Assalamualaikum....

Aku ke yg tak redha????

Assalam,

lama sgt dh tak mengupdate blog...well life is kind of busy with work..with spending time with family...kdg2...terpikir bila la dpt mengupdate blog kan...

wajah yg selalu dirindui....

well last Sunday, 31 March 13' is the 2nd year life without my grandma...only Allah knows how much i miss her....always teringat muka arwah...senyuman dia...jegilan mata dia yg konon nk wat muka garang...hihihi..cute sbnrnya....gelak tawa dia...ciuman dia...jelas...jelas sgt dlm ingatan...mcm masih baru ak mendapat kucupan di pipi dr arwah...Ya Allah...tak tertanggung rindu pada arwah...moga arwah tenang & di tempatkan bersama org yg soleh....

tp kadang2 selalu terpikir...kenapa tiap kali ak teringat kat arwah nenek, ak mesti akan sedih....wajah arwah senyum, gelak, marah jelas sgt...

mungkin ak terlalu syg kan arwah mcm ak sayang kan mama...atau sbnr nya ak ada byk dosa dgn arwah??

arwah nenek yg jaga ak dan adik beradik lain sejak kecik lagi,masa abah pergi outstation, nenek yg akan jaga ktorg, masak utk ktorg, jaga makan pakai ktorg...even kalau nenek tgk ktorg lmbt basuh kasut sekolah, dia yg akan basuh n kapur kan...sampai mama selalu marah ktorg sbb selalu lambat2 kan basuh kasut sekolah....nenek jugak pernah jahit kan baju utk ak...dari baju gaun smpai baju tido....

1 Syawal terakhir nenek bersama kami

nenek seorg yg sgt2 pemurah...dia tak pernah lokek dlm apa pun...wang ringgit tak yah cite la...sepanjang ak belajar...nenek sentiasa akan bagi duit tiap kali dia antar ak balik melaka atau pun balik shah alam....paling kurang 10 ringgit...dia marah kalau kami tolak...nnti nenek tak nak pandang muka ak bila ak nk pulang kan duit tu kat dia....bila ak dh start keja, bila dia ikut ak kuar, dia akan bg duit...so kami simpan je duit tu kalau2 nk beli apa2 utk dia...beli aiskrim ke...kuih ke...kami guna duit tu...

masa kecik2 dulu, ak dgn along la peneman nenek gi Batu Road aka jalan TAR...nenek mmg suka sgt gi sana...bukan naik teksi or abah antar...kami naik bus mini yg kaler hijau,biru...bukan yg kaler pink tu ok...ak start ikut nenek masa umur ak 5 tahun....memori tu ak ingat2 lupa...tp memori naik bus, shopping kat Batu Road pas2 bila nenek penat dia terus gi umah Mak Lang kat Keramat...pas2 abah amik kami kat sana.....

Perkahwinan terakhir nenek bersama kami...

the day yg ak tak kan lupa smpai bila2, ari nenek gi meninggal kan kami sume... 31/03/2011....ak dpt tau dr sms abah antar pkl 4 ptg...time tu ak attend kursus kat kemensah...ak speechless masa baca sms tu...time tu otak mcm tak leh scan info yg ak dpt...berkali2 ak baca sms tu smpai tetiba ak terus nangis n member ak perasan n minta permission utk kami balik awal.nasib time tu kursus dh hbs juz majlis penutup. member ak antar terus gi umah mak lang.

smpai umah mak lang, ak nmpk kazen ak kat sebelah jasad nenek...time tu ak ckp kat diri ak...jgn nangis...jgn nangis...tp bila nmpk mama, ak terus peluk mama...ak nangis semahu nya...sume tau ak rapat dgn nenek n diaorg cuba tenang kan ak...ak gi kat jasad nenek ak hanya mampu tgk...mmg time tu ak blank


tak tau nk wat apa...tak tau nk ckp apa....ak sms sume kawan2 ak yg kenal nenek, bgtau yg nenek ak dh xde...

nenek di kebumikan esk nya sbb masa ari nenek meninggal tu, dh ptg so byk bnda lom settle. jd malam tu, ak stay umah mak lang, ak nk berbakti pada nenek wat kali terakhir, ak duduk sebelah nenek, jaga dia, baca yasin utk dia...tak tau berapa byk air mata dh kuar.

saat yg plg sayu masa mandi and kafan kan arwah....sayu sgt2...puas tahan nangis...puas sekang air mata dr mengalir...masa ustazah suruh sapukan bedak sejuk, terus ak teringat yg nenek suka sgt pakai bedak sejuk, ak volunteer nk letak kan...time tu sayu nya hati ni tak dpt terbendung, ak dgn mama teresak2 nangis...puas ustazah ckp tahan air mata tu...kesian kat arwah sedih tgk kami nangis....

time tu ak percaya, Allah dh plan sume nya utk aku...Allah jemput ak menziarahi Rasulullah dan Mekah...Allah hadir kan ketenangan yg ak sendiri tak dpt gmbr kan..nenek pergi selepas cukup seminggu ak balik dr Umrah...slps ak sendiri mengaku pada Allah didepan Kaabah Nya...ak redha andai kata Allah ingin menjemput nenek pergi...dan Allah makbulkan....

ak rasa andai kata Allah tak jemput ak ke rumah Nya, mungkin ak tak kan setenang masa ak terima khabar pemergian nenek...silap2...ak boleh jd meroyan sbb pemergian arwah nenek hanya slps setahun arwan Wan ak pergi on 2010...satu kehilangan yg amat besar dlm hidup ak bila ak kehilangan kedua2 nenek ak berturut2....

ak tetap bersyukur sbb ak sempat borak2 dgn nenek sebelum kami menunaikan umrah...nenek happy sgt bila dgr kami nk gi umrah...masa tu birthday ak yg ke-26...ak sempat cium nenek....balik dr umrah 1st thing yg ak nk wat is jumpa nenek...sempat jumpa nenek even sekejap..time tu nenek dh tak larat...hanya tido je...

Semoga roh arwah Nenek, Wan & Tok Ali sentiasa tenang & dibawah rahmat Nya...
Al-Fatihah......