CikGu Nordin Mahmud

Assalamualaikum,


Today is 5th day after atok left us (5th December 2013). Atok is my last grandparents yg aku ada after arwah Wan and Nenek pass away in 2010 and 2011.

to be honest, ak tak rapat dengan atok tapi tak ada la langsung tak bercakap and tak tau perkembangan atok. atok pun tau pe jadi dengan ak...dari ak tukar keja, ak sambung study...sume atok tau...atok amik tau perkembangan cucu2 dia....

ak bangga ada atok seperti cikgu Nordin. atok seorg guru, menurut abah, atok masa muda2 garang...mcm abah jugak...bila dah tua slow la kan...atok ak ni hensem...dia selalu kelihatan smart especially masa nk kuar gi jumpa kawan2 or gi kelas agama...

masa memula arwah Wan meninggal, atok kemurungan...sian atok..dah tak de kawan gaduh...masa arwah Wan ada...seorg kat bawah, seorg kat atas pun leh jadi gaduh...sbb tu bila arwah Wan meninggal, atok sgt rasa kehilangan...cinta org dulu2 kuat...cinta sampai syurga...inshaAllah...

atok suka menulis...mmg tiap2 tahun, anak2 or even cucu2 dia suka bagi diary and surely by end of year diary tu sure penuh...atok menulis jawi...org dulu2 kan...pe pun yg jadi dalam hidup dia...dia suka tulis...hingga akhir hayat atok pun, atok akan tulis sapa yg datang tgk dia...anak mana yg balik...cikgu la kata kan...hihihi...mayb ak warisi minat menulis dari atok...juz bila dh bz dgn macam2, dah tak sempat nk tulis apa2...

keturunan atok dtg dr keturunan org baik2 and kuat agama...so atok waris kan keturunan tu ke kami sume...sbb tu kami satu keluarga sgt2 penting kan agama dalam sume hal..tp dalam keadaan sederhana...tidak terlalu taksub, tidak terlalu amik mudah....

dari ak kecik,ak mmg selalu perasan yang atok suka sgt makan buah oren, kalau raya cina, lagi seronok dia sbb byk buah oren leh dapat..hihihi...satu lagi...masa breakfast atok sure akan makan roti dan mentega...and abah ak pun de fav yg sama...and kami suka makan....kami semua suka makan...makan la yg lebih merapat kan kami...kami pun suka buat makan2...atok la yg kenal kan chicken chop black paper kat kami...hihihi...sedap tu...and tiap kali kalau atok langgar pantang....dia akan cakap,"ubek kan ado.." hahaha...tu macam ak...agak2 nk langgar pantang, make sure ubat ada...kikiki

di akhir2 hayat atok, atok dah tak byk ckp...duduk je....tgk tv, pas2 tertido, bila malam tak leh tido...sbb tu kami kena selalu gilir2 jaga atok, tp yg selalu jaga atok, surely cousin yang duduk sekali dengan atok kan...ak ni kdg2 je, bila atok warded or tak sihat sgt, ak balik kampung dgn mama n abah...

ak paling panic bila dapat tau atok admitted, ak sanggup tinggal kan keja and tgk atok kat spital...ak pernah janji dengan diri sendiri lepas arwah Wan and Nenek meninggal, ak akan selalu ziarah atok dlm keadaan apa sekali pun....masa ak dah start study, ak dah jarang dapat balik tgk atok, so tiap kali kalau abah ajak balik on weekdays, ak ikut...biar lah penat sekali pun...sbb time ni je yg ak de utk ziarah dia...

ari atok nazak, ak tgh nk wat keja opis sikit...dalam kul 11 abah ajak balik seremban sbb atok dah nazak...ak cepat2 solat isya', siap2 n tggu abah n mama siap...sampai tak ingat nk bw apa2...bila nmpk mama bw baju, ak amik je apa2 baju janji sopan....bw toiletries n tuala....langsung tak ingat nk bw charger or bnda2 lain...

otw to seremban, ak lelap kejap...smpai umah atok...sume adik beradik abah dh ada...ak terkejut sgt tgk keadaan atok yg sgt2 kurus, berbeza sgt ak tgk masa ak jaga atok kat spital dulu...ak tak gi dekat sbb ak takut ak nangis...ak amik air sembahyang n baca yassin...kejap2 tgk atok bila atok mcm mengerang...bukan sakit tp mcm....susah nk ckp...atok nmpk tenang and mata dia pandang je ke atas and tasbih tak lepas dr tgn dia...dlm kul 1, makcik ak suruh naik tido...ikut hati ak tak nak...ak nk duk dgn atok...tp sbb yg jaga sume pakcik2 ak...so ak mengalah, ak naik tido...

tp ati tak senang...ak duk kat tangga, doa supaya atok tenang dan di permudah kan dalam menghadapi saat ni....kejap2 ak menangis...lama ak duduk kat tangga smpai ak rasa mengantuk sikit ak duduk kat tempat atok selalu solat...kejap2 dengar suara atok mengerang...dlm kul 4 lebih ak dah ngantuk sgt..ak masuk tido...

6.25 ak terjaga...terlintas...atok masih ada...yess atok masih ada...ak tggu mama and makcik ak solat subuh...dalam 6.35 ak masuk toilet, tetiba ada burung kat toilet tu, pelik...cmnr burung ni leh masuk...tingkap tutup...tak pikir apa, ak buka tingkap supaya burung tu leh kuar...hbs amik air sembahyang, ak nk solat, abah naik...bgtau atok dah tak de...jantung mcm berhenti sesaat...ak macam tak caya...ak terus kan solat dgn air mata tak berhenti2..siap2 solat ak bgtau opis ak cuti compassionate...

ak turun terus mengadap atok...Ya Allah, mudah sgt Kau cabut nyawa atok, terima kasih Ya Allah....masa ak pergi mata atok tak tutup rapat, dulu org selalu ckp, meninggal mata tak tutup sbb ada benda tak kesampaian..tp ustaz ada cakap jgn pikir mcm tu...selalu org baik2...mata tak tutup rapat sebab dia dah nampak syurga.... mulut atok pun tak rapat...untuk terakhir kali, tanda sayang ak kat atok...ak urut perlahan2 mulut n mata atok supaya tertutup rapat...

Ya Allah....ak harap atok tahu ak amat sayang kan dia...mmg ak tak pernah tunjuk, tp tempat atok dalam hati dan hidup ak sama mcm ak letak sayang ak pada mama n abah dan sewajib nya Allah dan Rasulullah...pada saat ni..hanya Yassin yg mampu ak hadiah kan buat atok...ramai yg dtg...atok seorg guru yg disayangi...adik beradik atok pun sume datang...process pengurusan jenazah di permudah kan...

atok disemadikan di Tanah Perkuburan Sekolah Tinggi As-Sofa, Chengkau, Rembau, Negeri Sembilan sebelah kubur arwah Wan, masa process pengebumian, hujan turun renyai2..berangin je...aman n nyaman sekali....terima kasih Ya Allah...

ak mmg rasa sgt kehilangan....ada ruang kosong ak rasa dalam hati ni...ak dah xde atok n nenek...sume dah pergi menemui Illahi...tp pemergian atok ak terima dgn hati yg terbuka....dan ak puas hati sbb di saat akhir arwah, ak ada bersama dia walaupun bukan di saat nafas terakhir nya...

Cikgu Nordin,
Hayatnya adalah sebagai seorg pendidik..
Pendidik anak bangsa...
Pendidik utk keluarga...
Pendidik utk anak2...
Pendidik utk cucu2 & cicit2 nya...

Mudahnya atok pergi meninggal kan kami..
Tanpa keluhan, tanpa rintihan..
Hanya nama Allah menitip di bibir mu..

Rumah ini akan sunyi tanpa mu..
Tanpa gelak tawa melihat keletah cucu2 dan cicit2..
Tanpa teguran buat anak2 dan cucu2...

Pergi nya atok di iringi dengan rasa sayu dan kasih sayang org di sekeliling nya...
Semoga Atok tenang di sana...
Al-Fatihah.....
(nurdeedee,2013)

SaLAM MaAL HiJRAh - 1435H

Assalamualaikum

today is 29 Zulhijjah 1434...which mean we have another 1 day left for new year in Islamic Calendar.....1435H...

every year (insha-allah)... i will make the awal muharram as the time for me to look back what i had achieved in a year as well as to plan what i should achieved in a new year....

like last year...de la dlm 6 azam yg aku nak achived....jom look what i had plan for 1434H

azam baru utk tahun baru-1434H...pe ek...think..think...

1. to be better person...health, appearance n of course to be better muslimah
Alhamdulillah....tahun 1434H ni...my health are getting better....even at the beginning..teruk jugak...but with the spirit...my asthma getting better....not fully depends on my inhaler...skrg ni dah jarang sangat pakai inhaler...my allergic pun..Alhamdulillah....sume punca dari makan...since i started take Herbalife...my asthma n allergic dah kurang sgt...i will continue to consume herbalife shake...not only because of the taste but it help me to be more discipline...skrg aku dah tak makan malam...i will take a food dlm kul 7-8...then dah no process food is allow in the stomach...only salad and fruit....but sometime amik jugak sbb tak mau rasa diri ni terseksa....for appearance...still cam dulu juz lately ni i try to labuh kan tudung but still look gorgeous..hihihi
 
 2. nk byk hadir kan diri n join program2 agama....
Alhamdulillah....even dua je program besar yg ak hadir...BaitulMuslim & Bidadari Dunia....but for me it's a good start...sume depends on masa n financial jugak...but since start Master ni...susah sikit la kan...sbb kelas on weekend n the program also on weekend...but if the program during my long break...insha-Allah akan di usahkan

3. tak mo dh looking for a guy...Allah dh sedia kan jodoh utk ak, juz ak kena jaga hubg ak dgn Allah....yesss...i hv to do that!!!
hahahaha....part ni payah nk ckp sikit....dlm setahun ni mcm2 jd....i get to know 2 guy from my supervisor and my cousin...tp dua2 tak menjadi....sbb....yessss....i admit that both tak menjadi because of me...bukan choosy sgt but....ermm...cam ner nk ckp yeee...or the best word is...it's a juz sign of bukan jodoh...ok full stop...

4. wat Master!!!!
Syukur Alhamdulillah....aku dapat further my EMBA last september....mmg tak sangka sgt...hadiah di bulan Ramadhan yang terbaik aku dapat....so far dh masuk bulan ke 3...what i can say..yesss...it's tough...seriously tough...hope i will be more tougher to face all the challenge....amin....amin...amin...ya rabba alamin....

5. planning for next Umrah....
Umrah have to be postpone until 2015...pas aku habis master sbb kewangan n masa... Insha-allah..doa yg tak pernah putus utk kembali ke Tanah Haram yg di rindui...dan masih berharap ziarah kali ke-2 ni utk pergi bersama seorg lelaki bernama suami....insha-Allah...semoga Allah makbulkan...amin...

6. start planning for joining walkathon!!!pas walkathon...marathon plak!!!ermm...interesting....
ermmm....planning pun mmg tak de....not fit enough to do it....hihihi...but skrg ni selalu jugak gi jogging depan opis...ok lahh....ahaks..

Alhamdulillah dlm tahun 1434H....byk jugak yang aku achieved and on the same time....byk sgt benda yg jadi dalam hidup aku...

i believed whatever happened must be a reason...n even sekarang pun aku dah nmpk kenapa sesuatu tu harus berlaku walaupun sakit untuk di terima...aku kena kuat kan diri....kukuh kan hubungan aku dgn Allah & Rasulullah...

so next....azam 1435H

1. Dean List for every sem....yesss...i know i can do it...yes it is tough but nothing is impossible
2. Better Life....keep fit and loosing weight slowly....
3. Plan for a my own business...
4. Tukar keta!!!!my Viva now dah 5 years with me....so next year is his 6 year old birthday...hehehehe...so time to change...reason...to reduce my expenses to keep repairing him...
5. Buy an apartment....abah dah keep on sebut pasal beli rumah....ok...so i have to be more seriously about this...hopefully my next increament can afford me to buy it....Amin....
6. Future Husband.....ermm...ermm....ermm....ermm...insha-Allah...please pray for me...

sometime...like seriously....i felt that i have everything...what else i want in my life...yess...my life is incomplete until i get married....but marriage is something u cannot force it....u can put an effort but Allah still the One who decide what will happen....me...as HIS slave...i have to be a good muslimah and believe that Allah dah sedia kan jodoh untuk kita....

tipu lah kalau aku tak pernah rasa down bila tgk kawan2 dah kawen...ada anak...dah tunang...tp ak masih macam dulu...masih sorang...like Ustazah Hafizah had said based on one of the surah...manusia di jadi kan sentiasa berkeluh kesah...byk sgt complain....tu tak betul...ni tak betul...jd mcm ni pun bising...jd mcm tu pun bising...what will i do when this feeling suddenly exist...istighfar byk2....be positive....be rational.....byk2 doa...byk2 mengadu kat Allah.....Insha-Allah hati akan tenang dan redha....

Ok that's all for now....
Adios!!!Assalamualaikum.........

Owwhhh...dun forget to baca doa akhir & awal tahun........

FoRGivE & fORgEt

Assalamualaikum.....

sometimes a fren always asked me....

dee...are u happy with your job...with your life??

and my answer...of course i am happy with my job and life....

sometimes a fren always asked me....

dee...don't u feel alone???you do not have any special yet, right?

no...i never feel alone...i have my family and my besties that always be there for me....

the most important....i have Allah that always be there for me for every second....

sometimes a fren always asked me....

dee...don't u want to get married and have a child?and when you want to get married?

yeahh...of course i want to get married and have my own child...but Allah know best...

HE know with whom and when i will get married...i believe my future husband is preparing to be the best hubby and dad for our family....

sometimes a fren always asked me....

dee...don't you have any problem?how come u always look happy???

yeah...i have a problem...with myself...my family...my fren...my job....and my study 

i'm always look happy bcoz i believe whatever happen must be a reason....try to be positive as i can...Allah know whatever HE had plan for us is the best....just follow the flow...and do our best...

sometimes a fren always asked me....

dee....yesterday i saw you cry...i saw you not in the mood at all....refused to talk with other...no smiling in your face...i believe you have a problem and broken hearted...

but today...i saw you smiling...you so cheerful....you look so energetic....how you transform in a day????

FORGIVE & FORGET.........yes it hurt....but you have to forgive everyone...no matter how big he/she did to you....not only forgive...but you have to forget... yeahhh...it's not easy to forget whatever others had done to us....for happy life...you also have to forget...let Allah repay whatever others had done to us.....   

sometimes a fren always asked me....

dee....even a fren had back-step to you...you will forgive and forget???

yeahh....of course...but...of course i will feel so upset...i will cry the whole nite...i will ask myself...what i had done...do i did anything wrong to them....why they do this me...i will be so drama queen....and i guess what...after that i will be more release...and try to forget whatever had happen...and pray to Allah....let me be more strong....be more patience....be more rational   

forgive and forget.....yup...that's make me happy....be positive...be rational...be strong.....

LiFe iS UnEXpecTed!!!!

Assalamualaikum....

lately ni banyak benda yang jadi dalam hidup aku....even break for mid-term for 2 weeks....my life still busy with a lot of thing.

last Friday, masa farewell 2 of finance staff...abah whatapp....nak ikut balik rumah atok tak....curious jugak napa....so aku tanya la...ada apa2 ke??abah bagi tau atok tak sihat....Ya Allah...rasa baru je jumpa atok hari selasa, nampak atok ok je...bila dapat tau, atok meracau2...buat aku risau....rasa nya belah atok tak de simpan apa2 sbb family atok dari keluarga yg kuat agama...

so pas maghrib balik seremban, aku yang tengah demam time tu..gagah kan diri jugak....mmg sepanjang perjalanan ke seremban aku tido je....seriously tak larat kot....sampai umah atok, atok dah tido...tu pun pakcik aku cakap malam ni la nampak dia tido lena kalau tak...kebetulan my cousin yang doktor kat spital Muar datang melawat sekali...so he advise, bawa atok gi spital sbb takut atok hydrated so it will effect other organ to since atok dah tua, antibody tak kuat. tak lama pun kat umah atok...pas2 balik KL balik...owhh...sempat la jumpa my new nephew, Ahmad Umeir...alolo..cute je...auntie takut nak pegang sbb auntie tak sihat...nnti Umeir sakit plak....

on the same day, my fren informing me that one of my course mate masa diploma pass away petang tu, kul 5.30 due to cancer....Ya Allah....kalau Allah nk amik nyawa, bukan kira umur...kalau dah ajal, Allah amik jugak...kenal arwah masa diploma kat lendu dulu. she's a nice gurl but very outspoken, after diploma, she's got married and de 2 org daughter..de juga a few time jumpa dia kat shah alam...n dah lama tak dgr story dia, tau2 dah xda...kami tak la close but during my diploma, in Business study, we have about 3-4 classes with 98 student, believe or not kami sume kenal each other, even tak rapat but we know each other, that's why masa convo diploma dulu, kitaorg boleh kumpul n amik gmbr ramai2...time diploma is best moment ever....

actually this is not the 1st time i lost a fren due to pass away, de jugak my fren masa primary dah pass away...but not sure due to apa...tp rasa nya sakit jugak....sorg lagi kawan masa diploma jugak, she got an accident and pass away. pemergian arwah mmg agak terasa...even tak contact dia due to busiest with keja....tp tau jugak la pengembangan dia....aku dpt tau pun ain call....mmg agak terkejut sbb arwah pergi tanpa ada apa2 sign pun....Al-Fatihah buat semua sahabat2 aku yang telah pergi menemui Illahi..

Assalamualaikum

L.O.V.E

Assalam...

haaaa...kali ni kita story bab cinta cintun plak...or kasih sayang...

ermmm..where to start ek...bagi aku perasaan kasih sayang ni satu yg amat indah...amat manis...bukan takat antara pasangan kekasih n suami isteri...kasih sayang antara family, kawan2 n alam sekeliling pun satu yg amat indah n manis...

tp lumrah bg seorg manusia yg Allah jd kan mempunyai perasaan pada gender yg opposite..kalau same gander tu mmg masalah...tu tak normal ok...

pengalaman ak dlm hal ni so far....agak tak best la....sbb Allah nk ak jaga hati n perasaan ak hanya utk yg berhak sahaja....smpai kan kdg2 ak takut utk suka seseorg...sll tertanya...dia ke org nya?betul ke ak suka dia...ak suka kerana Allah ke???dia suka ke kat ak....yes i admit that ak pernah di malukan dgn org yg ak suka...well benda tu dah lama dah...lama sgt2....

and after that alhamdulillah mana2 laki yg ak close at the end we become fren...not more than that...ak tau dlm islam tak salah kalau org perempuan yg mula kan dulu...ak de ke kawan2 perempuan yg approach laki dulu and skrg dah kawen dah pun....

well mayb belum masa utk ak....ak tak nak sakit kan hati n perasaan ak...sbb ia bukan hak mutlak ak...milik Allah...ak tak nak salah langkah n melangkah ke arah dosa....

Ya Allah...ak tak kuat Ya Allah....kuat kan hati ku...kuat kan iman ku...ak mendamba seorg lelaki yg bernama suami yg menyenangkan hati, yg menyejuk kan hati dan menjadi pemimpin buat diri ku dan keluarga ku...bantu lah ak menjadi hamba Mu, umat Rasullah yg taat dgn perintah Mu agar aku dapat medampingi seorg suami yg memimpin ak ke syurga Mu....Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin

Assalamualaikum

A New Start....

Assalamualaikum...

perasaan time ni....mmg gundah gulana....serabut...

juz start my EMBA last weekend...alhamdulillah...dpt classmate yg super duper best...boys n gurls almost equal...

for a start i think i can manage...tp bila tiba2...bila pikir keja opis...dgn assignment...nk test n nk final..tetiba..rasa mcm...Ya Allah..mampu ke aku ni...serius ak cuak...yess...the final for 1st module is on October...but yet still kena pulun utk assessment mark 70%...at least kena dpt 65% above....

ak mmg kena manage keja n masa dgn betul...tp kalau bos asyik2 panggil duk tertonggok tepi dia..tanya tu tanya ni....ak tak yah wat keja la...tak aman nk wat keja...kdg2 ak membebel sorg...asyik nk angkat phone...bila nk wat keja...nk jugak ckp...asyik2 panggil je...bila nk siap keja...kdg2 ak selamba je "marah" bos...geram...bos ni kdg2 blurrrr...tension ak...

ok lah...smpai ni je...nk luah kan perasaan je...c u then...
Assalam...

yeS!!!YeS!!!yES!!! I aM a StuDEnt!!!!

Assalamualaikum....

last Saturday, 24/08/2013...is the day when i sign an agreement as a student after 5 year graduating from my degree....yosssshhhh....lama nya...5 thn..br nk further....

well...to be a Master graduate is one of my wish list b4 i am 30...30???yea..yea...i almost 30 ok....so what??it's only the number rite????

i took 5 year to decide to further my Master bcoz nk bg my financial stabil dulu...nk bg peluang kat diri utk cr jodoh jugak...but Allah plan within 5 years ak tak jumpa lg jodoh ak...so i am deciding to further my Master...itu pun dgn izin Allah...ak tau nk dpt further EMBA bukan senang(org kata susah...sbb one batch de 30org je...)...

tp Alhamdulillah...Allah permudahkan semua nya...so on 19 July...dlm ak kena jaga cashier n meninggal kan keja2 ak...ak receive this sms from uitm...Alhamdulillah....tak tau nk ckp apa...tp yg pasti...my life will not like before...for 2 year...i will not joining a lot of family n fren event like wedding or nk hang out selalu...or yaaa...n one more thing..my holiday...hohoho...dlm 2 thn ni..ntah sempat ntah tidak....

















 so on 24th August...ak gerak dr umah kul 8..daftar kul 9...xmo rushing2...tak de pe nk kejar pun kan...ak g sorg..memula ajak Ab..tp Ab bz...so ok lah....nk wat cmnr kan...tak kan nk paksa org ikut kita kan...dh la nnti org tu kena menunggu je......mama n abah gi wedd my cousin kat sg.petani n along tak balik plak minggu ni...adik plak de test at 11am...so gi sorg je la...nk wat cmnr kan....

i arrived at uitm around 9.15...alhamdulillah..parking pun senang dapat....so berjalan la dr parking kat hostel kenanga tu smpi DATC..takde la jauh...ok je la...sampai2 dpn bangunan...amik ko..beratur panjang tu...owhh..mak aiii...ok...cool je....so beratur la smpai kat 1st counter nk kena sign in yg kt attend...pas2 masuk dlm dewan...amik kau...ramai nya la org...tak sangka nk daftar Post Grad pun ramai...mcm ak daftar degree dulu plak...

memula gi la kt kaunter 2, bursary...duk nmpk org pegang borang...mana plak diaorg dpt borang...so...ak pun cari la dlm goodie bag yg diaorg bg...laaa...dlm ni rupa nya...isi2...msk dlm line bursary balik....nmpk plak org pegang borg kuning...tanya la...borg apa tu?borang nk tangguh bayar...nk amik mana?tuu...kat atas pentas...lorrr....tak bgtau pun...ok..sbnrnya bukan tak bgtau...sbnrnya de plan daftar dlm stack borg yg diaorg bg tu...ok..xpe...ak pun g la amik borang..isi n dpt kan sokongan...gi balik kt bursary...kt kaunter 2, kejap je...amik satu copy brg tangguh bayar n cop kt borg registration....

next kaunter kesihatan plak kaunter 3...ni mmg panjang...tp kat kaunter kejap je..tgk2 borang...amik borang persetujuan parents utk anything surgery or injection can be done by campus...cop brg registration...n done...

kaunter 4, kaunter amik gmbr...ramai gilerr...ok skip dulu sbb diaorg kata leh skip...so ak direct terus g kaunter 5, kaunter fakulti..ni pun kejap giler....tp dlm kejap2 ak dah 2 jam utk 4 kaunter je (plus kaunter tangguh bayar)...hbs kaunter 5...gi balik kaunter 4....

line panjang...ak confius...diaorg beratur utk apa..ak pun tanya...ni line apa?line amik id...tp akak kn gi belakang sekali...ehh..ehh..budak ni...ingat ak nk potong line ke???ak pun tanya...kalau nk amik gmbr masuk line je kan??masuk je kan...tak beratur panjang2 kan???ak geram...ak dh lama duk dlm dewan ni...de plak hamba Allah yg ku rasa nk cili kan je mulut...nasib budak...mcm bdk degree terus further master...ermm...

so duk la menunggu nk amik gmbr...de la dlm 20 minit menunggu...masa tgh2 duk menunggu...ak duk terpikir...nasib la ak pakai tudung biru...background dia merah...kalau ak pakai pink td...mmg lenyap muka ak...hahaha..memula nk pakai pink sbb nk sama kan gmbr id masa diploma n degree....tp decide pakai biru..so mmg cun lah gmbr id ak...kikiki

dh hbs amik gmbr beratur plak nk amik id....ni sekian hal...lama nya la hai....duk dlm barisan tu...duk la beborak dgn org yg beratur tu...sorg nama noraini..tu pun ternmpk nama dia kat borang..kikiki..sorg lg tak tau nama...laki...muka ala2 hammam...ak terdetik...sepupu hammam ke???dua2 stdnt engineering...noraini further phd, yg laki tu sama cam ak la..further master...so borak2..smpai la nk amik id...

id done...pi la last counter nk antar sume borang2 n dokumen needed....patutnya kul 1.30 de briefing tp ak curi2 dgr bila org dpn ak yg nk antar borang2 tu tnya...wajib ke nk g briefing?pas2 bdk tu ckp kalau amik coursework takde pe sgt..tp kalau wat research better ada....so..decide..hbs je registration ak nk cabut!!!!

so it took 3 hours to register myself as a uitm student again...lama gilerrrr....ak yg handle registration masa kat MUCH pun tak selama ni...aduhaiii...

ok so on 7th September..kelas dah start...inshaAllah...everything will be ok...amin..amin...amin

That's all for now...
Assalamualaikum...

aNaK MAnja

Assalam,

last thursday ak tgk semanis kurma dgn mama with tajuk anak terlebih manja...

tiap kali kalau story pasal anak manja ni....org selalu relate kan ak dgn anak manja...sbb...bila ak bgtau..i am the only daughther in family,people will simply assume...mesti anak manja kan???

secara dasar...i am not anak manja ok...ak wat keja2 umah...byk bnda dlm life ak pun i am do it by myself...be independent...coz sometime..ak xleh nk bergantung pada sume kan...

but bila ak duk sorg2 n belek diri ak sebenarnya....yes ak anak manja...reason...

1. tiap kali kalau nk cuci keta...pam tayar...isi minyak keta time malam....sure...abah..along or adek akan jd mangsa utk teman...alasan ak...takut la gi sorg2....
2. cepat sgt sentap bila family n bff tak penuhi permintaan ak, even permintaan yg sgt kecik n remeh...ak akan memberontak...merajuk..duk dlm bilik xmo makan...
3. selalu bg ayat2 tak puas ati such as...xpe la kalau tak mau teman...kalau jd apa2 kat angah..jgn nyesal...(ngada ok ayat ni...mcm nk sepak diri sendiri)
4. tiap kali kalau nk apa2...suka wat muka kesian n be childish...especially to abah n mama...kalau dulu masa arwah nenek de...dgn nenek pun akan wat muka kesian n ckp lembut hbs....hiksss....

tp perangai2 di atas akan terjadi bila ak nk perhatian...well...as pompuan kan..for sure..kita nk perhatian...lg plak family ak bukan ramai pun.....so nk bermanja dgn sapa lg kan...manja, manja gak...kalau wat salah tetap kena marah...mana2 gi..or balik lmbt kena inform...

sbnrnya ak lebih manja dgn nenek...dgn nenek sebut la nk apa pun...sure nenek akan tunai kan....maybe sbb ak membesar dgn nenek...makan pakai nenek yg sedia kan...sbb tu ak cepat sgt tersentuh kalau apa2 perkara yg relate dgn nenek...she's my 2nd mom...yg selalu ada bila ak sakit...ak sedih...

so ok lah..tu je for this time...
Assalam...

RaMaDhan day 6-29

Assalamualaikum...

bihahaha...nk gelak kan diri sendiri..konon nk update everyday....cheh...mmg tak kan nya....my life is kind of routine yg sama ari2...bosan ok...but what to do...keja opis kan...bukan nya retis...tak gitu???

so today is a last day of puasa..Ya Allah...how i wish ramadhan won't ever go...seriously time puasa la dpt spent masa kat masjid or surau...makan best ari2...ak pun rajin duk dapur tlg mama...bgn awal pagi..g keja awal...ermm...bila dh ari biasa...badan jd malas...too much of vitamin M....

so during this ramadhan...my weekend is pack...1st week g Kuantan, 2nd week bw mama gi shopping raya...3rd week, shopping raya lagi...4th week...shopping lagi...kikiki..bnda nya xde pe sgt pun...saja bw mama jenjalan....sian mama xgi mana on weekdays..so weekend bawa la cuci2 mata kan....

bulan pose ni rindu terhadap nenek sgt menebal....mana2 gi pun msti terbayang muka nenek...tgh drive lg la...xpasal2 meleleh air mata....al-fatihah wat nenek tersayanag...

owhh...alhamdulillah...my application for my master is accepted...dpt news masa dlm keadaan stress sgt sbb kena cover keja org lain kan..terubat sakit ati n bengang bila dpt sms from uitm....so now i'm a student again..yeahhh....now my life become more challenging...work n study...ermmm...Allah's plan is perfect right...the news is the best hadiah during ramadhan....

so for baju raya...ermmm...xsangka kak zah adalah creative...my baju kurung pahang jd baju kurung moden....wahhh...suka ni!!!tq kak zah...

for kuih raya...niat hati nk wat tart nenas...sekali kuih raya free berbalang2...so xyah la membeli ye...hihihi....

ak dh start cuti semalam(6/8)...amik halfday...balik keja terus masuk dapur....cam biasa ak yg akan masak kuah kacang tp with mama supervise la...wat setahun sekali...tak ingat wooo...hahaha....

so smlm dh makan makanan raya...rendang daging, kuah kacang n nasi impit...hihihi...mana leh pandang je kan...

thn ni my terawih tak tinggal..alhamdulillah..even de time2 ak skip gi surau....tp ak wat kt umah...sayang nk tinggal...solat sunat yg sebulan dlm setahun je kan....why not we grab it...

so today ak cuti dah..inshaAllah esk raya...so bgn lambat ari ni...hahaha...n arini nk masak ayam percik n rebus balance nasi impit...inshaAllah pas asar arini balik umah atok for break fast with all family member...

since arwah Wan xde our raya routine berubah sikit...balik mlm raya...n balik KL balik...pagi raya pas solat n ziarah kubur nenek...gi umah mak lang...pas2 terus shoot balik kampung mama kat rembau...the best lemang n rendang ever kt umah mak teh...hihihi...pas hbs round kampung singgah umah atok balik...n balik KL balik...ermmm...nasib org tak de kampung....org bandar...doa ku dlm diam...smg jodoh ku ada kampung...amin...hikss

ok that's all for now...SELAMAT HARI RAYA...MAAF ZAHIR BATIN...

RamaDhan Day 5

Assalamualaikum...

6.15pm
today dlm xleh tido mlm tu...at 4.10am ak terjaga sbb tau nk kena bgn awal nk g sahur kat cafe hotel...bgn2 bersih kan diri gi makan sahur....

makanan sahur kat hotel ni kira ok lah...ak decide amik nasi sesenduk sbb nmpk kurma daging dia sedap...tp sekali daging keras...xpe...makan je...pas2 cm biasa ak melantak roti, hbs roti cereal plak..seronok plak makan ye...pas2 dlm kul 5.15 naik bilik...ak smbg tido mcm biasa...hihihi...

6.30 bgn solat subuh n siap2 nk balik...xpe nk wat kat sini kan...dlm kul 10.30pg dh smpai KL...mcm biasa...sepanjang dlm keta....ak tido....hikkssss..

ingat nk gi opis siap kan report...pas2 tetiba terpikir...ak xsuka la life mcm ni...asyik pikir keja je...bosan la...ak xmo jd mcm kak jue, korban kan weekend sbb nk siap kan keja...at the end...pe pun xdpt...ak kn ckp dgn diaorg...ak ak byk pending...biar ak siap kan dulu...ak akan wat report tu sikit2...lg pun bnda tu xde dlm JD ak kot...no....i have to say no...

so ak siap kan je mana yg boleh kat umah...esk ak siapkan sepenuhnya...ak dah start batuk2 kahak...xbest la kena sakit cm ni masa bln pose...xpe...thinks positive...Allah nk menduga...

so will continue sat lg yeee.....

 15 July @8.50pm
bukan sat lagi....esk nya baru smbg.........kikiki

so masa buka kami makan kambing masak tomato...bayam goreng n sayur campur bersama2 nasi putih...ak dh rs tak sedap badan....dada pun makin sesak n batuk...so today decide xmo g terawih kat masjid...wat sendiri je...risau berjangkit dgn org...ak xsuka bila org2 tak sihat g solat gak...bukan pe...ak ni senang nk kena jangkit..jd bila de je org bersin n batuk...ak risau...so disebab kan ak pun xsuka bila de org batuk n bersin, so ak pun xla wat perkara tu kan...


duk umah sesorg leh wat mcm2....so ak gosok baju..kemas2 lauk makan berbuka...pas dah settle...ak solat isya' n terawih...ak masuk tido awal...bdn tak sihat kan...tp alhamdulillah...by 4.15 ak dah terjaga ok la kan...

RamADhan Day 4

Assalamualaikum....

terpaksa skip day 4 sbb i were not around coz ikut mama n abah gi pahang...so xsempat la nk mengupdate story ari ke 4 pose...

di hari ke-4 ni...quite penat n ak mmg amik peluang tido je..lg2 perjalanan dr KL ke Kuantan amik masa 3-4jam gak kan...

so i wake up lewat sbb mlm sblm tu nk kul 1 baru tido...layan kan tv n update blog utk day 3 kan...dlm kul 5 ak bgn pas abah kejut..mula la rasa bersalah sbb tak tlg mama...huhu..for sahur makan cekodok...makan panas2 mmg sgt2 sedap...hihihi...owhh..ari ni pun ak bgn dgn keadaan yg xbest, sakit tekak n selesema...aduhaiii...mmg sll penyakit ni dtg masa bulan pose...lg senang kena bila xjaga makan...ermmm...

baru sejam jalan dh penat..huhuhu

pas sahur...ak lelap kejap...6.30 bgn n solat pas2 terus mandi...dlm kul 7.30 kami gerak...xlama pas2 ak tido je...sbb bdn pun xsihat kan...sedar2 smpai kat tol gambang...tu mama kejut sbb abah suruh tgk gps...ak mmg teror bab2 baca peta ni...tp bukan sume pompuan tau bc peta

tau...tu adalah kelemahan kaum kami...but alhamdulillah not for me...

we stayed at The Zenith hotel...hotel 5star ko....kalau tak company bayar...xmerasa lerr...hihihi...at 1st masa decide nk ikut terpikir gak...hotel ni kat town ke??dkt ke dgn kedai2 kalau tak sure bosan duk bilik je kan..sekali...amik ko....shopping complex seberang hotel je...

after check-in ak n mama lepak2 jap...abah dh terus ke pekan for the event..pas jamak zohor asar..ak n mama gi cuci mata...window shopping je..window shopping bulan pose n waktu ptg ni make we both jd cepat penat...jalan2...ternmpk Aeon BIG...ckp dgn mama...xmo masuk la...pas mama ingat kan...nk beli air manis kan...owhh..lupa plak...so masuk la gak..dr nk beli air manis je...terbw sekali beli roti,fruit salad n air jus...kikiki...pas 2 konon nk la cr kedai2 yg jual nasi goreng...sekali food court tgh renovate...gi la tgk2 kedai yg mcm jual makanan goreng2 ni..sekali pandang2..mana logo halal??cancel nk beli...last2 decide naik balik beli nasi kt the chicken rice shop.....tp b4 dat ak g beli Big Apple tu...my fav...hihihi...pas siap beli makanan sume...we decide to balik hotel...ujan yg lebat td pun dh berhenti...smpai bilik...lepak smpai maghrib...

so we both pun berbuka berdua je dlm bilik...abah buka kat dewan bawah...hbs berbuka n bersih kan diri...ak solat jamak isya' n maghrib n terus la wat terawih...konon pas2 nk tido...al maklum masa buka wat kopi panas sbb tekak tgh tak best..langsung mata segar bugar...kul 12 pas hbs cerekarama...ak cuba lelap kan mata...tp kejap2 terjaga balik...huhuhu

ok that's all...Assalamualaikum...

RaMadHan Day 3

Assalamualaikum...

dah ari ke-3 pose....alhamdulillah...

today berjaya bangun 4.30am even tido dekat kul 1 a day before....huhuhuh...training kn bgn awal skrg...xmo malas2...

my sahur today mkn garlic bread n sup cendawan je...garlic butter pun wat sendiri...sbnr nya de je lebih nasi kerabu masa berbuka tu..tp sbb ak mmg xmo amik nasi masa sahur...so makan roti je la...sedap pun sedap kan...ari ni masa bangun sahur ak selesema...lama sgt dh tak selesema masa bangun pagi....ni sure penangan aiscream masa berbuka semalam la ni...huhu

so pg ni gi keja awal, xmo jd mcm semalam..but still jem jugak masa kat bandar tasik selatan...tempat2 biasa jem....ari ni 7.50 dh smpai opis...bila smpai opis je...pening tgk keja byk sgt pending pas2 org tu minta report, yg ni pun nk report...ermmm...nape la korg tak suruh vendor adakan report yg korg nk??ni buat manual ok....jenuh nk taip satu...pfttt....bosan ok...

even keja byk...ttp balik awal...yelorrr..kita pose kan...lantak la report tu...even bos kata report tu penting n kalau tak antar on time nnti kt leh kena saman...dlm ati ak..AAK??skrg keja dh tak best...sume bnda ak kena wat...rasa nk resign je..tak larat sbnrnya...sume letak kat ak...ermmm...

so ptg pas asar ak balik...xmo amik risiko tak asar dulu takut jln jem kan...mmg sgt jem arini...nk smpai umah almost 1hr 15min...huhuhu

we having a western dish for buka pose...ak makan fish n chip...i took white coffee masa buka pose...tp dh x bekesan la...tetap mengantuk masa solat td...org tgh tazkirah..gelak2..ak tido...huhuhu

ari ni mlm ke4 solat terawih...so ak tewas dgn kemengantukan diri ak ni...huhuhu....selesema x elok2 lg ni..jgn la demam..i had took soluble..ok gak utk sementara waktu...

ok ni je..assalamualaikum

RamDhan Day 2

Assalamualaikum....

11.46pm
ari ni ramadhan ke-2 di iringin dgn hujan lebat masa sahur...luckily abah kejut...so at 4.45am ak bgn tlg mama kat dapur siap2 kan makanan nk sahur...

kali ni sahur ak juz makan 4keping roti wholemeal dgn sup tulang....alhamdulillah kenyang...

so at 7.20am ak gi keja...hope that kul 8am smpai n leh ngadap report yg errmmmm...bosan ok...but..dugaan ari ke2 pose...jalan amat2 la jem...start from cheras smpai la opis...ingat kan jalan nk g tol sg.besi yg melekat...rupa2 nya tol awan besar yg melekat....adoyaiii....so kul 8.25 smpai la opis....




 ari ni kesabaran ak di uji...aduhaiii...nasib la ak pose n dlm mood whatever...try to be nice n polite as i can even student yg konon nya belajar kt overseas and will be a overseas graduated doctor scolded at me...wahhh....mcm ko sorg je yg dpt duit refund lmbt...de 300 org lg tau yg tggu..boleh je sabar...xde hal pun...ermmm....istighfar panjang...kdg2 tak paham kenapa mesti de org mcm ni..diaorg lom lalui fasa bekerja...makan minum pun mak bapak tanggung...tp berlagak..tengking2 org mcm bagus sgt....ermm....

ok xmo pikir dh...gi mood happy plak...today ak balik kul 5, balik pas asar...arini drive kan...so better solat b4 balik...takut2 jalan jem n lewat smpai umah...so today MRR2 ok la...laju gak...tp bila dh nk smpai umah...jem plak...huhuhuhu....tidakkkk....duk kt area pandan je dkt 20minit...pas2 gi Aeon Big, beli ice cream je patutnya...hahaha..biasa la ak...gi shopping sorg pun menjadi...ak beli my fav roti Bonjour Gardenia n lampu liplap2 utk abah...

so today berbuka makan nasi kerabu...home made from my dad punya staff's wife....sedap woo...wangi sgt bau nasi dia...lain kali leh order lagi...hihihi....so for dessert de bubur jagung n cup cake from wife staff abah gak....sedap....yg penting xde rasa soda bikarbonat yg ak plg xsuka bila makan kek de rasa soda ni...

so today mlm ke-3 terawih,kali ni ak tewas...ak ngantuk masa tahlil...mmg lelap la mata...smpai mama kejut...hehehe...white coffee ter"mild" lebih plak...so xde effect sgt...

so i think dats all for now...Assalamualaikum...

RaMaDhan - Day 1

Assalamualaikum..

credit to OSM Ramadhan _ Brotherhood Arts

12.46 pm
curi masa kejap..sementara ramai xde dlm opis ni...Alhamdulillah ari ni 1st day Ramadhan...syukur sgt Allah bg kesempatan utk bertemu bulan istimewa ni lagi...

semalam Alhamdulillah ak dapat buat solat terawih malam pertama, dpt duk saf 2nd last..ok la kan...tp 1st day ak dh ngantuk gile di buat nya...ustaz baca panjang plak...huhuhuhu....

so this morning bgn sahur terlambat...aduyaii..nk berazam bgn 4.30 tp 5.15  br bgn..teruk tul aku ni kan...so this morning juz amik roti cicah masak asam daging...tp arini punya mata n kepala ni berat...ngantuk gilerr...reason...mlm td makan ubat alergi...harus la kan mengantuk tahap gaban...

1st day pose kat opis ari ni mcm biasa je...siap kan keja 4.30 cabut..hihihihi...ok nnti ptg smbg lg k....

credit to OSM Ramadhan _ Brotherhood Arts

11.54 pm
Alhamdulillah...hbs sehari pose & terawih malam ke-2...so far everything going well...opis ak bulan pose ni balik kul 4.30pm...so td 4.30pm ak terus balik...kerja byk lg ni...nk bg kerja hbs mmg xbalik la kan...so ari ni balik naik LRT...selesa naik LRT ari ni sbb balik awal kan...so by 5.30pm ak dh de kat umah...hehehe...

ari ni buka mama masak...since mama pencen ni...buka pose ari2 mama masak unless kami ckp jgn masak la...so today berbuka dgn kurma basah...abah br beli td..nasi putih,sup tulang,sambal tumis,sayur goreng,air bandung & sagu as dessert....alhamdulillah...sedap sgt...

so for 2nd day of terawih, ak decide amik mild white coffee...satu sachet old town white coffee ak bg 3...so mmg cair betul la air tu...ak juz nk sikit je kafein tu..nk bg hilang ngantuk...and i did it...tak ngantuk pun masa solat td..menguap ada la...tp xde la tiap kali baca doa ak tidur kan....hihihi...

so ok lah..tu je story for Day 1 Ramadhan...c u later...

Assalamualaikum...

BaLIK KeJa AwaL!!!!!

Assalamualaikum,

everytime nmpk je all these fact sure akan relate kan dgn bos2 yg suka sgt kita stay back utk siap kan keja...

credit to a fren in FB

credit to a fren in FB

credit to a fren in FB

nape keja byk???napa keja tak pernah habis???
we as staff always complain...nape la tak nak amik staff lagi...keja makin byk...bukan makin sikit...untung nk lebih tapi tak nk tambah staff...mcm mana keja nk siap kalau gini...asal tanya HR je...mesti jawapan diaorg...we freeze for recruit new staff....tp ak nmpk je org dtg interview....ermm...kompius ak...

well for me...yg mmg suka sgt keja...even weekend pun keja....mmg sepatutnya kita hanya bekerja only for 8hours...it's to make sure that our job is being done within the time frame and of course a quality of the task that we supposed to settle...

tp within 8 hours, are we really using it wisely and really do our job...surely tak kan...sure de beberapa minit kita amik utk sms and chatting dgn kawan2, gi toilet, pi pantry bila tetiba lapa, tetiba mengantuk n pi borak2 kejap...so plus minus paling tak kita dh bazir kan dalam sejam ke sejam setgh or mayb 2jam or lebih kan....

like me, I'm also entertain student and parents, not only them, org2 bank yg call and dtg nk pasang itu ini, tu dah amik masa jugak kan...so i couldn't concentrate to my job 100%, tu belum lagi kejap2 bos panggil, minta tlg itu ini, staff2 dr dptment lain minta n tanya mcm2....so kalau ikut kan sebenarnya ak buat keja de la dlm 4-5 hour je kot....

jd mcm mana keja nk siap...pas 2 bos bising napa xsiap...nnti kalau jawab kt plak yg kena...jd la kes masa ak opis lama...gara2 tak agree dgn pendapat bos baru,ak tak dpt bonus even ak bagai nk rak wat keja n stay back ari2 smpai kul 9mlm....ermm...xpe lah...Allah lebih tahu n pasti ada yg terbaik menanti...

so utk avoid dr keja tak siap....ak sll stay back but bukan selalu...skrg ni paling lewat kul 7...tu pun sbb topup masa ak jenjalan cr kawan borak sbb ngantuk n masa ak bersms or chat dgn kawan...i juz to make sure, ak keja 8 jam...8jam yg ak betul2 wat keja la...so after that i'm gone...go back!!!

but usually monday n friday i will not stay so long la...5.45pm cabut....

kalau story pasal keja lebih masa can cause heart attack..i might agree la...sbb i have an experience where i'm easily get sick bila kt keja under preassure and stay back until 9 almost everyday...our body start to ngada2 bila bdn asyik seram sejuk, asyik selesema yg teruk smpai sakit kepala...this disease is keep on happen smpai la ari jumaat sbb dh nk weekend...terus jadi sihat n tak sabar nk bgn lambat n bermalas-malasan...

it's important to us to get enough rest for the next day...if not, esk nya sure akan ngantuk kat opis kan.....but the boses pun should understand and give us the flexibility and trust to us to manage our job...mmg susah nk follow our plan tp...we should try la kan...

whatever it is...in life...we should have a balance life within work and our personal life...lagi2 utk org dh kawen kan...bukan je t/jwb kat opis, umah pun jd t/jwb kita...

so let's plan our task...try to make sure that we only working 8hrs daily.

Assalam, Adiois!!!!

ToO ComPLicAted.....

Assalam...

It's a hard to me to accept of losing someone who really important in your life n in your work life...seriously its really make my day very complicated....

everyday when we came to office, muka dia lah yg ko nmpk dulu....tmpt dia lah yg ko pandang dulu...even xtegur, bila ko nmpk dia...mcm2 perasaan ada diri ko...fuhh..lega dia ada...ermmm....sat lg ada la tu keja nk bg...that's actually the feeling that we usually feel everytime we see our boss everyday....but suddenly dia xde...baru terasa...kalau jd apa2 nk refer sapa...kalau xtau jwb nk bgtau apa plak....

And now the worklife start to be complicated when u have to be independent and learn everything by ur own...dah xde sapa nk backup kita lg....dah xde sapa nk tegur kt lg...kalau ada yg tegur pun mayb xsama dgn bos kt....

i do admit...alhamdulillah...so far ak sll dpt supervisor aka bos yg baik...accept masa memula keja dulu la...

masa previous company, even masa memula jumpa tgk akak ni mcm garang je...tp bila lama2 kenal...she's a very good supervisor yg sgt2 tak lokek dgn ilmu...apa2 masalah...we try to solve it together...that's my kakak, kak Azah....until now we still contact n sll gossip mcm2...hehehe....dia byk paham ak...mayb sbb kami ada persamaaa in certain thing...n i'm always make her as my reference dlm byk hal...she's left the HQ sbb family dia kat Johor,so kebetulan the company just open a new branch kat johor, dia minta transfer kat sana...

and in present company, she's the one yg interview ak...even masa blom masuk keja lagi...dh nmpk yg dia sgt2 friendly n try the best for the staff...dia org lama kat company tu...dh keja 11thn...start dr anak pertama smpai la anak ke-4...dh sekolah pun anak ke empat dia....kami rapat..but still in certain thing abt job, we are professional...xleh campur aduk kan hal keja n hal peribadi...

well now dia pun dh xde kat company...i have to learn by my own....try to learn as fast as i can...try to adapt that now u are the seniors...even br setahun keja....

sometime,i juz can't believe that i have to face the same thing again...the different is...masa company lama...ak dh expert dgn keja2 ak...dh master dlm keja2 ak...sume bnda pun ujung jari je and on the same time i still have another colleagues in the same unit...so we can backup each other...

but now...yg ada sume org2 baru...baru x baru...dh setahun keja la sama mcm ak...but still byk bnda yg ak xtau, xpaham....so pas ni kena letak pelapik telinga tebal2 sbb akan sll kena marah, kena letak span byk2 kat kepala supaya cepat absorb...

i do feel to leave the company jugak...but ak terpikir until when ak nk lari dr masalah...why i am not juz face the problem and take the challenge...this is the time to me to learn as much as i can and challenge myself to be a leader....mmg susah...tp apa yg kt dlm dunia ni yg xsusah...juz try to not make it complicated, try to solve the problem one by one and always be positive....

mmg org akan ckp, it easy to say but hard to do it...but as Islam...we must always believe....Allah tak akan uji seseorg tu tanpa kemampuan hamba Nya..sbb Allah tau kena mampu lalui ujian tu sbb tu Allah bg...lg pun Allah kan selalu ada....Dia lebih paham diri kita dari diri kita sendiri...

And thanks to Allah sbb bg kawan2 yg ada masa ak susah...Atie, Mun n kak Azah...ak byk ngadu dgn diaorg dlm hal2 keja...even xbyk yg boleh relieve perasaan risau ni, tp sekurang2 nya lega la sikit kan....

Ok that's all for now!!!
Adios!!!
Assalamualaikum....