Salam...n morning....
Today is monday
Monday is isnin
Isnin is sleepy
Sleepy can make me moody....
Please...mata mcm nk terkatup dh ni weiii....ngantuk tau tak...ngantuk gile...
Ari ni de registration for intake 201201...lawok betul....nape la tak di bawak nya bebudak ni ke thn dpn...kan leh senangkan sume org....xpayah la program manager nk kena pikir nk wat paper pe utk 5 weeks before next year...
5 weeks b4 next year???
and it's mean 14 weeks before i'm turn 27???
27????
what???
27???
Twenty seven????
Dua puluh tujuh???
ehhh...tua nya aku ni dah....and i got another year b4 amik anak angkat???hehehe...tu hanya harapan n impian org yg kecewa tak de boyfren mcm ak...hahaha...lawok....lawok....
minggu ni maal hijrah (27/11/2011 - sabtu)...tahun baru bulan islam....so what should i change when my age trun 27???ehhh...pe ni...feel so old...feel sooooooooo..........lonely without.........(smbg sendiri lah...malas nk story ok....)
Well...of course year by year we only hope the best in life kan....Alhamdulillah....2011 byk kisah suka n duka ak sebagai seorg yg bernama Nur Diyana binti Kamarulzaman....
keputusan yg tekad yg ak buat akhir nya ak telan dgn pahit bila ak tarik balik niat ak utk resign dr Masterskill...well...in life even people always say duit tak mampu beli kasih sayang n kebahagian but we have to admit we still need money in our life....transport, umah, makan, pakai, ubat, belajar...sume pakai duit...
so utk meng"comfort"kan diri aku...ak kena sabar n terus sabar mencari sesuatu yg lebih baik dlm hidup ak...Allah itu adil...Dia tak akan menguji kesabaran n menguji hambaNya tanpa mengikut kemampuan hambaNya...well so far Alhamdulillah...ak masih lagi mampu tersenyum n buat diri sendiri happy even mcm2 dh ak lalui....nk cite panjang plak kan...nnti lah on last week of 2011..insya-allah i will recap all story yg jadi dlm hidup ak....mana yg ak leh ingat la kan...kikikiki
So what should i achieve in 2012???
1. mau beli keta...selama ni pakai keta mama...so i want my own asset....keta pe???ntah...xde yg berkenan di hati....kalau ikutkan mmg nk beli perodua jugak but the latest model is so disappointed me...design keta cantik tp hbs keta myvi yg punyalah besar kn shrink...harga mahal gilerrr...masa lom kuar tgk prototype je...mmg sure nk amik keta ni..sekali bila tgk live...emmm....xpe lah...maintain je lah keta viva ni dulu....dgn gearbox lama...sedih...ok...proton???bila pikir balik kalu rosak nk menapak ke shah alam n wat keja lembab gile...malas tul ak...kesimpulan nya...ak mmg fussy ok....
2. umah...yes ak nk beli umah guna skim rumah pertama ku...mayb nk beli umah kat negeri sembilan kot...nk wat homestay...nk beli umah teres...kalau rasa nk merajuk boleh balik umah ni kan....hahaha...sy kan suka merajuk...kikiki....well...umah ni pun leh ak wat bisnes n as umah persinggahan kalau de kazen2 n pakcik2 makcik2 yg duk lepak umah ni kan....bayar???mmg la tp harga family kot...agak2 leh lepas duit bil umah tu..ok la kan...RM50 semalam...ok kan???
3. Master....yes ak nk smbg master...ak mesti smbg...so far for me...to get the master is my higher achivement yg ak nk...tak yah PhD ni...ak ni bkn pandai sgt pun nk wat PhD....later bila dh kawen ke...dah xde pape comitment mayb leh consider...but for now and another 10 years lom lagi....dah survey a few courses yg agak menarik perhatian ak...so still kn wat sikit kajian...how my master can bring me to another stage of life...what should i get when i got the master....or i'm still at the same stage...so we can see what the output later...soon...insya-allah
4. Kahwin...mmg nk...tp...org yg ak tgh kawan ni tll muda utk dia pikir ke arah itu...sbb tu kami masih kawan je...dia bebas utk kawan dgn sapa n ak pun sama...tp ak kenal dgn diri sendiri...bila ak dh kawan dgn sorg n susah utk ak cari yg lain...hanya takdir Allah yg boleh pisah kan kami...kami xde hak utk putuskan kemana pergi nya hubungan ni...sbb tu ak lom story hal dia dgn mama n abah...dgn along je...tu pun ak ckp kami hanya kawan...dh mmg betul kan...mmg kami nk kawan...actually dia yg mintak kawan dulu...well ak pun terpikir that's the best for the time being...so let the relationship follow the flow...tak yah paksa2 kan...
5. Umrah kali ke-2...dah kena start kumpul duit utk 2nd time g umrah in 2013...mmg niat nk g thn 2013 since ak dh wat umrah awal thn hari tu...mayb this time at the age 28, it will be my 2nd present for myself...n sbnrnya berharap kali ni dpt g dgn seorg lelaki yg sah sbg suami ak...tp itu hanya impian n harapan kan...kalau di izinkan Allah...insya-allah...kalau hrp kan si dia ni...mayb thn yg sama dia akan ke india plak...further study...well...we can make an effort, tawakal n berserah pada Allah...itu yg sebaiknya kan....
So that's all for me today...Monday is Isnin...
Adios!!!Salam...
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