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Assalam...

haaaa...kali ni kita story bab cinta cintun plak...or kasih sayang...

ermmm..where to start ek...bagi aku perasaan kasih sayang ni satu yg amat indah...amat manis...bukan takat antara pasangan kekasih n suami isteri...kasih sayang antara family, kawan2 n alam sekeliling pun satu yg amat indah n manis...

tp lumrah bg seorg manusia yg Allah jd kan mempunyai perasaan pada gender yg opposite..kalau same gander tu mmg masalah...tu tak normal ok...

pengalaman ak dlm hal ni so far....agak tak best la....sbb Allah nk ak jaga hati n perasaan ak hanya utk yg berhak sahaja....smpai kan kdg2 ak takut utk suka seseorg...sll tertanya...dia ke org nya?betul ke ak suka dia...ak suka kerana Allah ke???dia suka ke kat ak....yes i admit that ak pernah di malukan dgn org yg ak suka...well benda tu dah lama dah...lama sgt2....

and after that alhamdulillah mana2 laki yg ak close at the end we become fren...not more than that...ak tau dlm islam tak salah kalau org perempuan yg mula kan dulu...ak de ke kawan2 perempuan yg approach laki dulu and skrg dah kawen dah pun....

well mayb belum masa utk ak....ak tak nak sakit kan hati n perasaan ak...sbb ia bukan hak mutlak ak...milik Allah...ak tak nak salah langkah n melangkah ke arah dosa....

Ya Allah...ak tak kuat Ya Allah....kuat kan hati ku...kuat kan iman ku...ak mendamba seorg lelaki yg bernama suami yg menyenangkan hati, yg menyejuk kan hati dan menjadi pemimpin buat diri ku dan keluarga ku...bantu lah ak menjadi hamba Mu, umat Rasullah yg taat dgn perintah Mu agar aku dapat medampingi seorg suami yg memimpin ak ke syurga Mu....Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin

Assalamualaikum

A New Start....

Assalamualaikum...

perasaan time ni....mmg gundah gulana....serabut...

juz start my EMBA last weekend...alhamdulillah...dpt classmate yg super duper best...boys n gurls almost equal...

for a start i think i can manage...tp bila tiba2...bila pikir keja opis...dgn assignment...nk test n nk final..tetiba..rasa mcm...Ya Allah..mampu ke aku ni...serius ak cuak...yess...the final for 1st module is on October...but yet still kena pulun utk assessment mark 70%...at least kena dpt 65% above....

ak mmg kena manage keja n masa dgn betul...tp kalau bos asyik2 panggil duk tertonggok tepi dia..tanya tu tanya ni....ak tak yah wat keja la...tak aman nk wat keja...kdg2 ak membebel sorg...asyik nk angkat phone...bila nk wat keja...nk jugak ckp...asyik2 panggil je...bila nk siap keja...kdg2 ak selamba je "marah" bos...geram...bos ni kdg2 blurrrr...tension ak...

ok lah...smpai ni je...nk luah kan perasaan je...c u then...
Assalam...

yeS!!!YeS!!!yES!!! I aM a StuDEnt!!!!

Assalamualaikum....

last Saturday, 24/08/2013...is the day when i sign an agreement as a student after 5 year graduating from my degree....yosssshhhh....lama nya...5 thn..br nk further....

well...to be a Master graduate is one of my wish list b4 i am 30...30???yea..yea...i almost 30 ok....so what??it's only the number rite????

i took 5 year to decide to further my Master bcoz nk bg my financial stabil dulu...nk bg peluang kat diri utk cr jodoh jugak...but Allah plan within 5 years ak tak jumpa lg jodoh ak...so i am deciding to further my Master...itu pun dgn izin Allah...ak tau nk dpt further EMBA bukan senang(org kata susah...sbb one batch de 30org je...)...

tp Alhamdulillah...Allah permudahkan semua nya...so on 19 July...dlm ak kena jaga cashier n meninggal kan keja2 ak...ak receive this sms from uitm...Alhamdulillah....tak tau nk ckp apa...tp yg pasti...my life will not like before...for 2 year...i will not joining a lot of family n fren event like wedding or nk hang out selalu...or yaaa...n one more thing..my holiday...hohoho...dlm 2 thn ni..ntah sempat ntah tidak....

















 so on 24th August...ak gerak dr umah kul 8..daftar kul 9...xmo rushing2...tak de pe nk kejar pun kan...ak g sorg..memula ajak Ab..tp Ab bz...so ok lah....nk wat cmnr kan...tak kan nk paksa org ikut kita kan...dh la nnti org tu kena menunggu je......mama n abah gi wedd my cousin kat sg.petani n along tak balik plak minggu ni...adik plak de test at 11am...so gi sorg je la...nk wat cmnr kan....

i arrived at uitm around 9.15...alhamdulillah..parking pun senang dapat....so berjalan la dr parking kat hostel kenanga tu smpi DATC..takde la jauh...ok je la...sampai2 dpn bangunan...amik ko..beratur panjang tu...owhh..mak aiii...ok...cool je....so beratur la smpai kat 1st counter nk kena sign in yg kt attend...pas2 masuk dlm dewan...amik kau...ramai nya la org...tak sangka nk daftar Post Grad pun ramai...mcm ak daftar degree dulu plak...

memula gi la kt kaunter 2, bursary...duk nmpk org pegang borang...mana plak diaorg dpt borang...so...ak pun cari la dlm goodie bag yg diaorg bg...laaa...dlm ni rupa nya...isi2...msk dlm line bursary balik....nmpk plak org pegang borg kuning...tanya la...borg apa tu?borang nk tangguh bayar...nk amik mana?tuu...kat atas pentas...lorrr....tak bgtau pun...ok..sbnrnya bukan tak bgtau...sbnrnya de plan daftar dlm stack borg yg diaorg bg tu...ok..xpe...ak pun g la amik borang..isi n dpt kan sokongan...gi balik kt bursary...kt kaunter 2, kejap je...amik satu copy brg tangguh bayar n cop kt borg registration....

next kaunter kesihatan plak kaunter 3...ni mmg panjang...tp kat kaunter kejap je..tgk2 borang...amik borang persetujuan parents utk anything surgery or injection can be done by campus...cop brg registration...n done...

kaunter 4, kaunter amik gmbr...ramai gilerr...ok skip dulu sbb diaorg kata leh skip...so ak direct terus g kaunter 5, kaunter fakulti..ni pun kejap giler....tp dlm kejap2 ak dah 2 jam utk 4 kaunter je (plus kaunter tangguh bayar)...hbs kaunter 5...gi balik kaunter 4....

line panjang...ak confius...diaorg beratur utk apa..ak pun tanya...ni line apa?line amik id...tp akak kn gi belakang sekali...ehh..ehh..budak ni...ingat ak nk potong line ke???ak pun tanya...kalau nk amik gmbr masuk line je kan??masuk je kan...tak beratur panjang2 kan???ak geram...ak dh lama duk dlm dewan ni...de plak hamba Allah yg ku rasa nk cili kan je mulut...nasib budak...mcm bdk degree terus further master...ermm...

so duk la menunggu nk amik gmbr...de la dlm 20 minit menunggu...masa tgh2 duk menunggu...ak duk terpikir...nasib la ak pakai tudung biru...background dia merah...kalau ak pakai pink td...mmg lenyap muka ak...hahaha..memula nk pakai pink sbb nk sama kan gmbr id masa diploma n degree....tp decide pakai biru..so mmg cun lah gmbr id ak...kikiki

dh hbs amik gmbr beratur plak nk amik id....ni sekian hal...lama nya la hai....duk dlm barisan tu...duk la beborak dgn org yg beratur tu...sorg nama noraini..tu pun ternmpk nama dia kat borang..kikiki..sorg lg tak tau nama...laki...muka ala2 hammam...ak terdetik...sepupu hammam ke???dua2 stdnt engineering...noraini further phd, yg laki tu sama cam ak la..further master...so borak2..smpai la nk amik id...

id done...pi la last counter nk antar sume borang2 n dokumen needed....patutnya kul 1.30 de briefing tp ak curi2 dgr bila org dpn ak yg nk antar borang2 tu tnya...wajib ke nk g briefing?pas2 bdk tu ckp kalau amik coursework takde pe sgt..tp kalau wat research better ada....so..decide..hbs je registration ak nk cabut!!!!

so it took 3 hours to register myself as a uitm student again...lama gilerrrr....ak yg handle registration masa kat MUCH pun tak selama ni...aduhaiii...

ok so on 7th September..kelas dah start...inshaAllah...everything will be ok...amin..amin...amin

That's all for now...
Assalamualaikum...