today is 29 Zulhijjah 1434...which mean we have another 1 day left for new year in Islamic Calendar.....1435H...
every year (insha-allah)... i will make the awal muharram as the time for me to look back what i had achieved in a year as well as to plan what i should achieved in a new year....
like last year...de la dlm 6 azam yg aku nak achived....jom look what i had plan for 1434H
azam baru utk tahun baru-1434H...pe ek...think..think...
1. to be better person...health, appearance n of course to be better muslimah
Alhamdulillah....tahun 1434H ni...my health are getting better....even at the beginning..teruk jugak...but with the spirit...my asthma getting better....not fully depends on my inhaler...skrg ni dah jarang sangat pakai inhaler...my allergic pun..Alhamdulillah....sume punca dari makan...since i started take Herbalife...my asthma n allergic dah kurang sgt...i will continue to consume herbalife shake...not only because of the taste but it help me to be more discipline...skrg aku dah tak makan malam...i will take a food dlm kul 7-8...then dah no process food is allow in the stomach...only salad and fruit....but sometime amik jugak sbb tak mau rasa diri ni terseksa....for appearance...still cam dulu juz lately ni i try to labuh kan tudung but still look gorgeous..hihihi
2. nk byk hadir kan diri n join program2 agama....
Alhamdulillah....even dua je program besar yg ak hadir...BaitulMuslim & Bidadari Dunia....but for me it's a good start...sume depends on masa n financial jugak...but since start Master ni...susah sikit la kan...sbb kelas on weekend n the program also on weekend...but if the program during my long break...insha-Allah akan di usahkan
3. tak mo dh looking for a guy...Allah dh sedia kan jodoh utk ak, juz ak kena jaga hubg ak dgn Allah....yesss...i hv to do that!!!
hahahaha....part ni payah nk ckp sikit....dlm setahun ni mcm2 jd....i get to know 2 guy from my supervisor and my cousin...tp dua2 tak menjadi....sbb....yessss....i admit that both tak menjadi because of me...bukan choosy sgt but....ermm...cam ner nk ckp yeee...or the best word is...it's a juz sign of bukan jodoh...ok full stop...
4. wat Master!!!!
Syukur Alhamdulillah....aku dapat further my EMBA last september....mmg tak sangka sgt...hadiah di bulan Ramadhan yang terbaik aku dapat....so far dh masuk bulan ke 3...what i can say..yesss...it's tough...seriously tough...hope i will be more tougher to face all the challenge....amin....amin...amin...ya rabba alamin....
5. planning for next Umrah....
Umrah have to be postpone until 2015...pas aku habis master sbb kewangan n masa... Insha-allah..doa yg tak pernah putus utk kembali ke Tanah Haram yg di rindui...dan masih berharap ziarah kali ke-2 ni utk pergi bersama seorg lelaki bernama suami....insha-Allah...semoga Allah makbulkan...amin...
6. start planning for joining walkathon!!!pas walkathon...marathon plak!!!ermm...interesting....
ermmm....planning pun mmg tak de....not fit enough to do it....hihihi...but skrg ni selalu jugak gi jogging depan opis...ok lahh....ahaks..
Alhamdulillah dlm tahun 1434H....byk jugak yang aku achieved and on the same time....byk sgt benda yg jadi dalam hidup aku...
i believed whatever happened must be a reason...n even sekarang pun aku dah nmpk kenapa sesuatu tu harus berlaku walaupun sakit untuk di terima...aku kena kuat kan diri....kukuh kan hubungan aku dgn Allah & Rasulullah...
so next....azam 1435H
- Dean List for every sem....yesss...i know i can do it...yes it is tough but nothing is impossible
- Better Life....keep fit and loosing weight slowly....
- Plan for a my own business...
- Tukar keta!!!!my Viva now dah 5 years with me....so next year is his 6 year old birthday...hehehehe...so time to change...reason...to reduce my expenses to keep repairing him...
- Buy an apartment....abah dah keep on sebut pasal beli rumah....ok...so i have to be more seriously about this...hopefully my next increament can afford me to buy it....Amin....
- Future Husband.....ermm...ermm....ermm....ermm...insha-Allah...please pray for me...
tipu lah kalau aku tak pernah rasa down bila tgk kawan2 dah kawen...ada anak...dah tunang...tp ak masih macam dulu...masih sorang...like Ustazah Hafizah had said based on one of the surah...manusia di jadi kan sentiasa berkeluh kesah...byk sgt complain....tu tak betul...ni tak betul...jd mcm ni pun bising...jd mcm tu pun bising...what will i do when this feeling suddenly exist...istighfar byk2....be positive....be rational.....byk2 doa...byk2 mengadu kat Allah.....Insha-Allah hati akan tenang dan redha....
Ok that's all for now....
Adios!!!Assalamualaikum.........
Owwhhh...dun forget to baca doa akhir & awal tahun........
