yeS!!!YeS!!!yES!!! I aM a StuDEnt!!!!

Assalamualaikum....

last Saturday, 24/08/2013...is the day when i sign an agreement as a student after 5 year graduating from my degree....yosssshhhh....lama nya...5 thn..br nk further....

well...to be a Master graduate is one of my wish list b4 i am 30...30???yea..yea...i almost 30 ok....so what??it's only the number rite????

i took 5 year to decide to further my Master bcoz nk bg my financial stabil dulu...nk bg peluang kat diri utk cr jodoh jugak...but Allah plan within 5 years ak tak jumpa lg jodoh ak...so i am deciding to further my Master...itu pun dgn izin Allah...ak tau nk dpt further EMBA bukan senang(org kata susah...sbb one batch de 30org je...)...

tp Alhamdulillah...Allah permudahkan semua nya...so on 19 July...dlm ak kena jaga cashier n meninggal kan keja2 ak...ak receive this sms from uitm...Alhamdulillah....tak tau nk ckp apa...tp yg pasti...my life will not like before...for 2 year...i will not joining a lot of family n fren event like wedding or nk hang out selalu...or yaaa...n one more thing..my holiday...hohoho...dlm 2 thn ni..ntah sempat ntah tidak....

















 so on 24th August...ak gerak dr umah kul 8..daftar kul 9...xmo rushing2...tak de pe nk kejar pun kan...ak g sorg..memula ajak Ab..tp Ab bz...so ok lah....nk wat cmnr kan...tak kan nk paksa org ikut kita kan...dh la nnti org tu kena menunggu je......mama n abah gi wedd my cousin kat sg.petani n along tak balik plak minggu ni...adik plak de test at 11am...so gi sorg je la...nk wat cmnr kan....

i arrived at uitm around 9.15...alhamdulillah..parking pun senang dapat....so berjalan la dr parking kat hostel kenanga tu smpi DATC..takde la jauh...ok je la...sampai2 dpn bangunan...amik ko..beratur panjang tu...owhh..mak aiii...ok...cool je....so beratur la smpai kat 1st counter nk kena sign in yg kt attend...pas2 masuk dlm dewan...amik kau...ramai nya la org...tak sangka nk daftar Post Grad pun ramai...mcm ak daftar degree dulu plak...

memula gi la kt kaunter 2, bursary...duk nmpk org pegang borang...mana plak diaorg dpt borang...so...ak pun cari la dlm goodie bag yg diaorg bg...laaa...dlm ni rupa nya...isi2...msk dlm line bursary balik....nmpk plak org pegang borg kuning...tanya la...borg apa tu?borang nk tangguh bayar...nk amik mana?tuu...kat atas pentas...lorrr....tak bgtau pun...ok..sbnrnya bukan tak bgtau...sbnrnya de plan daftar dlm stack borg yg diaorg bg tu...ok..xpe...ak pun g la amik borang..isi n dpt kan sokongan...gi balik kt bursary...kt kaunter 2, kejap je...amik satu copy brg tangguh bayar n cop kt borg registration....

next kaunter kesihatan plak kaunter 3...ni mmg panjang...tp kat kaunter kejap je..tgk2 borang...amik borang persetujuan parents utk anything surgery or injection can be done by campus...cop brg registration...n done...

kaunter 4, kaunter amik gmbr...ramai gilerr...ok skip dulu sbb diaorg kata leh skip...so ak direct terus g kaunter 5, kaunter fakulti..ni pun kejap giler....tp dlm kejap2 ak dah 2 jam utk 4 kaunter je (plus kaunter tangguh bayar)...hbs kaunter 5...gi balik kaunter 4....

line panjang...ak confius...diaorg beratur utk apa..ak pun tanya...ni line apa?line amik id...tp akak kn gi belakang sekali...ehh..ehh..budak ni...ingat ak nk potong line ke???ak pun tanya...kalau nk amik gmbr masuk line je kan??masuk je kan...tak beratur panjang2 kan???ak geram...ak dh lama duk dlm dewan ni...de plak hamba Allah yg ku rasa nk cili kan je mulut...nasib budak...mcm bdk degree terus further master...ermm...

so duk la menunggu nk amik gmbr...de la dlm 20 minit menunggu...masa tgh2 duk menunggu...ak duk terpikir...nasib la ak pakai tudung biru...background dia merah...kalau ak pakai pink td...mmg lenyap muka ak...hahaha..memula nk pakai pink sbb nk sama kan gmbr id masa diploma n degree....tp decide pakai biru..so mmg cun lah gmbr id ak...kikiki

dh hbs amik gmbr beratur plak nk amik id....ni sekian hal...lama nya la hai....duk dlm barisan tu...duk la beborak dgn org yg beratur tu...sorg nama noraini..tu pun ternmpk nama dia kat borang..kikiki..sorg lg tak tau nama...laki...muka ala2 hammam...ak terdetik...sepupu hammam ke???dua2 stdnt engineering...noraini further phd, yg laki tu sama cam ak la..further master...so borak2..smpai la nk amik id...

id done...pi la last counter nk antar sume borang2 n dokumen needed....patutnya kul 1.30 de briefing tp ak curi2 dgr bila org dpn ak yg nk antar borang2 tu tnya...wajib ke nk g briefing?pas2 bdk tu ckp kalau amik coursework takde pe sgt..tp kalau wat research better ada....so..decide..hbs je registration ak nk cabut!!!!

so it took 3 hours to register myself as a uitm student again...lama gilerrrr....ak yg handle registration masa kat MUCH pun tak selama ni...aduhaiii...

ok so on 7th September..kelas dah start...inshaAllah...everything will be ok...amin..amin...amin

That's all for now...
Assalamualaikum...

aNaK MAnja

Assalam,

last thursday ak tgk semanis kurma dgn mama with tajuk anak terlebih manja...

tiap kali kalau story pasal anak manja ni....org selalu relate kan ak dgn anak manja...sbb...bila ak bgtau..i am the only daughther in family,people will simply assume...mesti anak manja kan???

secara dasar...i am not anak manja ok...ak wat keja2 umah...byk bnda dlm life ak pun i am do it by myself...be independent...coz sometime..ak xleh nk bergantung pada sume kan...

but bila ak duk sorg2 n belek diri ak sebenarnya....yes ak anak manja...reason...

1. tiap kali kalau nk cuci keta...pam tayar...isi minyak keta time malam....sure...abah..along or adek akan jd mangsa utk teman...alasan ak...takut la gi sorg2....
2. cepat sgt sentap bila family n bff tak penuhi permintaan ak, even permintaan yg sgt kecik n remeh...ak akan memberontak...merajuk..duk dlm bilik xmo makan...
3. selalu bg ayat2 tak puas ati such as...xpe la kalau tak mau teman...kalau jd apa2 kat angah..jgn nyesal...(ngada ok ayat ni...mcm nk sepak diri sendiri)
4. tiap kali kalau nk apa2...suka wat muka kesian n be childish...especially to abah n mama...kalau dulu masa arwah nenek de...dgn nenek pun akan wat muka kesian n ckp lembut hbs....hiksss....

tp perangai2 di atas akan terjadi bila ak nk perhatian...well...as pompuan kan..for sure..kita nk perhatian...lg plak family ak bukan ramai pun.....so nk bermanja dgn sapa lg kan...manja, manja gak...kalau wat salah tetap kena marah...mana2 gi..or balik lmbt kena inform...

sbnrnya ak lebih manja dgn nenek...dgn nenek sebut la nk apa pun...sure nenek akan tunai kan....maybe sbb ak membesar dgn nenek...makan pakai nenek yg sedia kan...sbb tu ak cepat sgt tersentuh kalau apa2 perkara yg relate dgn nenek...she's my 2nd mom...yg selalu ada bila ak sakit...ak sedih...

so ok lah..tu je for this time...
Assalam...

RaMaDhan day 6-29

Assalamualaikum...

bihahaha...nk gelak kan diri sendiri..konon nk update everyday....cheh...mmg tak kan nya....my life is kind of routine yg sama ari2...bosan ok...but what to do...keja opis kan...bukan nya retis...tak gitu???

so today is a last day of puasa..Ya Allah...how i wish ramadhan won't ever go...seriously time puasa la dpt spent masa kat masjid or surau...makan best ari2...ak pun rajin duk dapur tlg mama...bgn awal pagi..g keja awal...ermm...bila dh ari biasa...badan jd malas...too much of vitamin M....

so during this ramadhan...my weekend is pack...1st week g Kuantan, 2nd week bw mama gi shopping raya...3rd week, shopping raya lagi...4th week...shopping lagi...kikiki..bnda nya xde pe sgt pun...saja bw mama jenjalan....sian mama xgi mana on weekdays..so weekend bawa la cuci2 mata kan....

bulan pose ni rindu terhadap nenek sgt menebal....mana2 gi pun msti terbayang muka nenek...tgh drive lg la...xpasal2 meleleh air mata....al-fatihah wat nenek tersayanag...

owhh...alhamdulillah...my application for my master is accepted...dpt news masa dlm keadaan stress sgt sbb kena cover keja org lain kan..terubat sakit ati n bengang bila dpt sms from uitm....so now i'm a student again..yeahhh....now my life become more challenging...work n study...ermmm...Allah's plan is perfect right...the news is the best hadiah during ramadhan....

so for baju raya...ermmm...xsangka kak zah adalah creative...my baju kurung pahang jd baju kurung moden....wahhh...suka ni!!!tq kak zah...

for kuih raya...niat hati nk wat tart nenas...sekali kuih raya free berbalang2...so xyah la membeli ye...hihihi....

ak dh start cuti semalam(6/8)...amik halfday...balik keja terus masuk dapur....cam biasa ak yg akan masak kuah kacang tp with mama supervise la...wat setahun sekali...tak ingat wooo...hahaha....

so smlm dh makan makanan raya...rendang daging, kuah kacang n nasi impit...hihihi...mana leh pandang je kan...

thn ni my terawih tak tinggal..alhamdulillah..even de time2 ak skip gi surau....tp ak wat kt umah...sayang nk tinggal...solat sunat yg sebulan dlm setahun je kan....why not we grab it...

so today ak cuti dah..inshaAllah esk raya...so bgn lambat ari ni...hahaha...n arini nk masak ayam percik n rebus balance nasi impit...inshaAllah pas asar arini balik umah atok for break fast with all family member...

since arwah Wan xde our raya routine berubah sikit...balik mlm raya...n balik KL balik...pagi raya pas solat n ziarah kubur nenek...gi umah mak lang...pas2 terus shoot balik kampung mama kat rembau...the best lemang n rendang ever kt umah mak teh...hihihi...pas hbs round kampung singgah umah atok balik...n balik KL balik...ermmm...nasib org tak de kampung....org bandar...doa ku dlm diam...smg jodoh ku ada kampung...amin...hikss

ok that's all for now...SELAMAT HARI RAYA...MAAF ZAHIR BATIN...