iT's tiMe to ChanGe!!!

Salam,

such a long time tak post anything here...xde time n mood kot nak story mcm2...

dah setahun lebih aku bekerja di MUCH...

cam kat tmpt lama mcm2 kisah suka duka dah aku lalui masa kat MUCH ni...

kisah cinta yg on off..kui..kui...tak moh cite la..tak best...

well start frm picnic kat sg.lepo on my 25th birthday...we all sll kuar jln2 g tgk maraton movie,g melaka, g kelantan..mana lg ek...byk la..most of my time byk spent dgn kwn2 keja sbb senang kot..satu umah,satu tmpt keja so nak discuss g mana2 tu senang sikit kan....

bukan tak nak kuar dgn kwn2 sekolah or kwn2 time study dulu tp timing tu susah sikit..aku ni keja ikut suka company...nak suruh keja weekend ke...nak suruh keja sampai tgh malam ke...ikut pada keja n arahan...keja dgn org cam2 la..nak keja ikut masa sendiri....ko keja la sendiri....kui..kui...

tp kdg2 rasa unfair kat kwn2 time study...yg farah dh bersalin pun aku tak tgk lg anak dia....aduhaiii...sian kawan aku yg sorg tu.....emmm...nak wat cmner kan..aku ni kan gile keja..bila ada time terluang....cam cuti deepavali ari2...nak la spent masa dgn family...tak nak kuar dgn kwn2....

well sepanjang almost a year ni....convocation 2010,A&R big event...done successfully...
much better than last year...diploma n transkrip all done b4 raptai day...plaque pun ok....sume dpt makan n solat..no rush..n sume happy juz..cam biasa...mesti de yg berlaku pada frenship aku dgn kwn2...tak mau cite benda tu...everything is done...juz tggu masa utk kembalikan hubungan persahabatan tu baik semula...tp yg pasti it's not abt 5 of us nye prob kan...kami masih rapat n insya-allah selamnya...


owhh...forget to story,our department,Admission and Records Department menang best department masa dinner on 1 Oct 10 kat Sunway Convention Center...well cam biasa mesti ada yg sakit ati but mostly sume puas ati bila kami menang sbb kerja keras kami...so for the convocation we all buktikan lg yg kami deserve to win....


on early december all of us will lost our big man...emm...dh biasa keja dgn dia but nak wat camner...rezeki masing2kan??Allah yg tentukan...aku pun tak tau camner lg...insya-allah sambung master next year..mayb at UPM,UKM,UTM or UiTM...bergantung kepada keadaan kerja...ingat nk smbung dgn ada...but aku tak nak gelojoh...wat satu2 dulu...duit simpanan pun lom cukup lg kan...

byk yg aku nak settle kan dulu b4 aku ready to settle down utk tamat kan zaman bujang...jodoh kan..kan rahsia Allah..so bila Allah bg peluang kita lom terikat dgn sapa2 so...time ni la kita kena kejar pe yg kita nak...kalau dh terikat komitmen dah makin kuat...

So next week plan nak g Zoo Negara...sian kat ada n atie yg dh lama sgt nak g sana...tp sume org gelak kan diaorg bila diaorg ckp nak g sana...well for me ok je kot...sekali sekala mendekat kan diri dgn ciptaan Allah kan...tp tu plan je sbb anie pun br pindah umah...so mayb nak tolong dia cantik kan umah ke...or mayb nak g main bowling or tgk wayang...depends on masing2 nye masa n janji dgn pasangan masing2...aku xde pasangan so...follow je la mana yg best kan...hehehe...

ok lah sampai sini je dulu...later story lg...bye..
Salam..

L.O.V.E is so CompLiCAted!!!!!

why la love ni complicated sgt...when we get into it...if u are lucky love will give u motivation...if not it will kill u...emm....

yg aku heran tu...kenapa la tak kesah laki or pompuan susah nak mengaku perasaan masing2...some of my fren ada gak bg opinion...it might be :

1. pernah ada kisah silam bila pasangan yg di sanjungi curang or sbnrnya tak serius dgn hubungan..
2. takut insan yg dia suka tu dah ada boyfren / gurlfren
3. tak pasti (confius) dgn org yg dia suka tu (org tu plastik or not)
4. and macam2 lagi lah....byk sgt nak ingat... malas plak aku nak tulis...

kalau lah LOVE ni benda yg mudah..tak payah pening2 kepala pikir pakwe/makwe tu curang ke, sihat ke, apa ke...

one of my fren ada bg nasihat:

kalau seorg lelaki ni betul2 suka kan seorg pompuan dia akan sanggup wat ape je...try to uji dia...mayb dgn men"jealous"kan or ask him to do something...kalau dia sanggup wat n jealous bila u rapat2 dgn laki makna nya laki tu suka pompuan tu...same goes with gurl

kalau laki tu on off(bak kata ada...gila agak nya laki ni..hehehe)laki ni masih mencari n tak pasti dgn pompuan tu...

so let it be natural...go with the flow...

same goes with my story...dah naik malas nak bg hint kat laki ni...nak kata aku yg mula suka dia, for sure tak...start bila tetiba aku rasa mamat ni lain mcm dgn aku..so aku tgk dia pun mcm ok...aku bg ruang tp bukan dia yg start sms or call, aku yg start sbb aku tau ada setgh2 laki ni malu nak start tu sume...so at the beginning everything go smoothly, ntah mana silap tetiba mamat ni dah tak balas sms aku....heran gak...so kalau org dah tak sudi, wat pe nak tggu lama2 kan...nmpk dia pun rapat dgn gurl lain...so it's time to me to angkat kaki la...kumbang bukan seekor...i won't hurt my heart juz b'coz of a man, lagi pun pengalaman b4 this byk ajar aku agar tak menyayangi laki lebih dr syg diri sendiri....so syg diri sendiri n family b4 syg org lain...

and percaya bahawa setiap kita di dunia di jadikan berpasangan..cuma kita kena usaha utk mencari pasangan kita...kalau dah usaha, kita tawakal pada Allah...jodoh adalah rahsia Allah, so usaha utk mengetahui rahsia tu...

The End.

Hey My Birthday lahh.....

Salam,

lambat plak aku post kan cite sal besday aku..hehehe...well...biasa la bz kan...

this year nye besday aku dapat perfume DKNY Blossom frm along, jam tgn frm mama n sweet little purple candle frm atie(my roomate)...well that's more than enough for me.....

a day before, abah belanja pizza kat ampang point...actually nak g makan masakan cina kat tmn melawati but then adik tuition plak so kuar lambat n abah tak nak drive jauh2..so pizza je...ok wat..

on my birthday....

of course aku dpt byk gile sms n msg at FB frm my frenz....thanks u guys...really appreciate it...
kul 7.40 am aku dah kuar umah...go to the tower 9...well the weather not really memberangsangkan....mendung je...it's ok..think positive n doa supaya Allah antar jauh2 hujan tu...petang nnti dtg balik ek....amin...

by the time aku smpai tower, zam dah ada, ani lom smpai..aku naik umah dulu...bdk2 tu pun tgh bz siap kan barang makan...all done...gerak dlm kul 9.30....amik mun...N let's go SUNGAI LEPO...

on the way ke sana hujan rintik2 but alhamdulillah by the time sampai...dah tak hujan..alhamdulillah....cari pot best...zam start dgn BBQ...aku....mandi dulu..huhuhu...tak tahan tgk air yg bersih gile....sejuk plak tu...mmg best sgt....makan pun sedap..sampai tak hbs..hehehe..
well i post together the pictures...enjoy....
Salam....

3 days to go...

Salam,

another 3 days i'm gonna be one year older...OMG...dah tua rasa nya...and at this age i'm still free n tak terikat with any relationship...well it's not i'm in the world yg masih tak terikat dgn apa2 relationship...

well to be honest mmg rasa terkilan bila tgk two of my best fren masa diploma dah kawen n dah ada anak....i'm always want to think positively...Allah nak bagi yg terbaik utk aku..mayb sume laki yg aku kenal and i admire them tak cukup bagus utk aku...Allah know best better than us...

to make sure on my jubli perak besday gonna be one of my sweet memories...saja ajak member opis g picnic....konon2 nak celebrate besday aku plus besday diaorg tahun lepas...just kebetulan all my fren tu besday jatuh on december...so we all celebrate sekali....

so insya-allah, aku,mun,atie,ada,ani,ayie,nisa & zam will join the event...i'm inviting Nuar n Ucop too...but then both of them tak dpt ikut...sorg gile keje...sorg gile keta..lantak lah...janji diaorg bahagia....nak ajak sarah n ab...but..ab g kelantan,abg dia tunang n sarah...aku faham dia still study..so tak nak paksa..lg pun she promise nak celebrate besday aku & didie sekali.....aku tak kesah...org nak belanja aku layan je..hehehe...

so i hope...my 25th besday will become one of my sweet memory yg aku akan ingat sampai bila2..hope my mood will not spoil the event...well aku kan agak moody...so kita doa kan sume nye berjalan lancar...insya-allah...amin...

why people make simple thing become complicated????

Hisshhhh....ingat ari nak settle sume benda sal road tax n insurance keta...
bila g maybank bandar sri permaisuri,tau je aku nye geran tak de kat situ...ntah knapa diaorg antar kat PJ....menci betul...

tak pasal2 amik cuti juz b'coz nak amik geran yg sekeping tu...baru la aku tau susah nya hidup bila dah jadi dewasa ni....

selama ni sume mama n abah yg wat n guide kan...bila kena wat sendiri baru rasa susah....
ni pun tak cukup susah lagi...sbb duit keta 60% mama yg bayar lagi....gaji ciputkan so terpaksa la susah kan mama gak....

tu pasal la aku ni susah ati bila aku dah bosan dgn keja aku skrg...aku TAK NAK mama n abah tanggung aku walaupun seminggu kalau aku tak de keja....biar lah aku bersabar dgn keja skrg...
bosan bukan masalah keje juz masalah dgn diri sendiri...aku yg problem sbb tak reti nak bersyukur n try to make my work become interesting.....

chaiyok2...i can do it!!!!!

a new start

Salam,

a new start..it's juz for fun...
teringat balik zaman aku suka sangat menulis...macam2 aku tulis...
sejak dah keje ni...nak tulis diary pun dah malas...byk sgt benda jadi dalam hidup aku..
sampai tak sempat nak tulis apa2.....

well let it begin again...
so welcome to it's simple of nurdeedee

ps-* nurdeedee-tak membawa apa2 maksud...my dad yg bagi nama tu masa nak create email for uitm....