Thursday, November 15, 2012

Salam Maal Hijrah...


Assalam,

walaweiii....dh akhir tahun baru de hati nk update blog....masih gagal mengembali kan ak yg dulu....yg suka tulis diary...suka cite pasal diri ak...hahahaha....seronok perasan sendiri ni...

ok..where to start ya....

owh...on 2nd May, ak dh keja tempat baru...IMU(International Medical University,Bukit Jalil). It is a third place ak kerja pas 5 thn ak grad...ermm...not bad...dh mcm setahun satu ak tukar tmpt keja... tp in 2009 ak keja kat YPMIB n Masterskill n 2012 plak Masterskill n IMU...next year???de plan nk cr keja yg leh ak fokus on study....keja as Finance exec ni susah utk further Master since keja selalu byk...balik keja dh penat...takut tak leh commit assignment n class...rugi la kan..

well we will see..what happen next year ya!!!

impian nk beli keta n further master thn ni xmenjadi sbb tukar keja...so it will take some time la nk biasa kan dgn keja, nk kena confirm dulu...owhh...ak dh confirm dh keja IMU after 3mth probation...alhamdulillah...i love my job rite now...harap2 rasa syg keja ni kekal smpai dpt keja yg sesuai utk ak wat master....

impian utk jadi lecturer tak pernah padam...insya-allah one day...

lifestyle kat tmpt keja skrg is totally different kat tmpt lama...ak lbh suka friendship environment masa kat Masterskill...kat IMU ak lebih independent...sume kena wat sendiri...kdg2 rasa feel alone sgt...hidup hanya dgn keja je....ermm...must adapt with it la kan...

what else ek nk story...owhh...adik dh further degree in finance kat shah alam...alhamdulillah dkt dgn umah...so in case ak kena tinggal dgn mama n abah...de jugak adik yg leh teman kan...

owhh..cite sal ak asyik kena tinggal dgn mama n abah...ak pernah ckp kat mama...angah ni kena cepat2 kawen...asyik kena tinggal je....hahahaha....tergelak bila teringat conversation dgn mama tu....mama senyum je....tp bila pikir2 balik...ermm....i'm not ready to be a wife n mother la....mayb lom jumpa org yg sesuai kot...still hoping for someone yg can complete my life...someone yg ak happy bila jumpa...mcm bila ak jumpa abg faizal...hihihi...someone yg sll wat ak senyum...someone yg sll bg nasihat2 yg best2...bila ak marah...dia yg leh cool down kan ak...tp syg...dia dh kawen...pernah offer diri jd yg ke-2(mmg gile la decision ni...),n dia x menolak but still he ask me to look for someone yg sama2 bujang...

selalu mengeluh bila pikir sal bab jodoh ni....xpe lah...xyah rushing...kalu de jodoh x kemana...juz lom tiba masa nya je lg...so cheer up!!!hidup ni bukan utk kawen je kan...banyakkkkk...lg bnda leh wat bnda leh explore....u go gurl!!!

so...what next???

azam baru utk tahun baru-1434H...pe ek...think..think...
  1. to be better person...health, appearance n of course to be better muslimah
  2. nk byk hadir kan diri n join program2 agama....
  3. tak mo dh looking for a guy...Allah dh sedia kan jodoh utk ak, juz ak kena jaga hubg ak dgn Allah....yesss...i hv to do that!!!
  4. wat Master!!!!
  5. planning for next Umrah....
  6. start planning for joining walkathon!!!pas walkathon...marathon plak!!!ermm...interesting....
so i think that's all for the mean time!!!c u at next blog!!!!

Adios!!!

Saturday, February 18, 2012

PacKInGGGG!!!!

Salam,

Ok...i have to admit that sgt2 teruja nk pi bandung even kali ni g tak bw duit byk cm dulu....tp amat teruja sbb nk shopping utk dr sendiri jerrr....yezza...

but..de but nya...kena bersederhana...jgn membazir...Allah tak suka....semoga ak beringat selalu nnti....takut gak nnti sakan sgt jd buta hati plak...benda tak penting pun nk beli...so that's why ak dh plan nk beli pe...this is my list...

Pasar Baru
  1. Telekung (for me,my bestiest-sara n ab)
  2. selendang (for me,ani,mun,liza,k.azah n wife ayie)
  3. kain ela (for me...amik dlm 5 pasang kot...kikiki)
  4. handbag (for me....satu je la..tu pun kalau de yg berkenan)
  5. kain pelekat (amam,baya,ayie)
  6. sejadah (wakaf surau & farid)
  7. key-chain (amik 20 je lah....)
FO at Jln Riau,Cibaduyut & Toko 3
  1. blouse (for me...amik 3 dulu)
  2. jeans (for me...amik dua la)
  3. purse (yg ak tgk dulu tu...kalau de lg or yg better..)
  4. kasut @ sandal (for me...satu jugak...kat KL kasut lg lawa rasanya)
Kartika Sari & Armada
  1. Brownies
  2. kerepek2
  3. kek
tu dia...list ak...harap2 dpt yg best quality with best price..tp sbnrnya kan...ak mcm tak tau the reason of buying all of these thing...ok la utk kain ela utk raya...yg lain2 tu???emm...more to membazirkan???well...lets we take a look n see la how kan...

so i've to start packing...n for surely not bring a lot of barang...juz baju 3 helai,seluar sehelai,baju tido sehelai...enough...nnti balik...siap la...penuh bag...wakaka...well we already bought 20kg of laugage nk balik nnti...so hopefully everything will going well...makan ok,tmpt tinggal ok,supir ok...sume la...n of course tak tinggal subuh ok...dulu asyik miss je...aduyaiii...

so far for my part,duit,pasport,black list frm PTPTN sume dah ok...insya-allah tak de masalah....juz hope nothing happen there...insya-allah...

Ok...start packing!!!
Salam!!! Adios!!!

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

1st EnTrY in 2012

Salam,

wow...it's already 46days in 2012 and this is my 1st entry...why la i took so many days to write on whatever happened in my life...ayooo lahhh...

so in december entry,i already wrote the summary in 2011 but suddenly i feel so malas to recap pe yg dah jadi on that year...mmg byk yg best n sedih jadi...yg sgt2 bg kesan dlm hidup ak bila ak 1st time g umrah dgn mama n abah..terlalu bersyukur sgt2 sbb Allah makbulkan doa ak utk sampai ke sana dan ak harap2 sgt tu bukan lah kali terakhir....

selain tu...pemergian arwah nenek pas genap seminggu ak balik umrah sgt2 bg kesan dlm hidup ak smpai skrg...ak tak mampu nk tahan air mata tiap kali ak teringat kan arwah nenek...gelak, marah, senyum, kata2 nenek..terlalu jelas dlm ingatan....terlalu subur...ak sgt2 rindu kan nenek....sgt....teramat sgt...rindu sgt nk nenek peluk ak, cium ak, marah ak, gelak kan ak bila ak merajuk.... Ya Allah, hamba Mu ini tidak mahu nenek yg lain di syurga nanti...ini lah nenek yg ak nk sampai syurga...lately ni pun ak sll mimpi kan arwah, ak tau, ak dh lama tak ziarah kubur dia, mungkin arwah nk ak ziarah dia...insya-allah nek, nana akan ziarah nenek nnti...

mengingati Baitullah, Rasulullah n nenek membuat rasa rindu n sayang semakin tebal....ak amat berharap dpt kembali ke rumah Allah n menziarahi Rasulullah serta sedekah kan Al-Fatihah n Yassin buat arwah nenek, semoga Allah memberi kesempatan tu selalu buat ak...insya-allah....

2012...tahun yg ak akan byk berjalan2...emm...berjalan2 makna nya cost, cost tu duit, bila nk duit kena keja, bila pikir keja, ak nk keja lain....almost 3 years working here make me so tough to face whatever happen in my life, kadang2 tu rasa mcm...bak pi la pe nk jd, janji ak wat keja ak...dah...akhir bulan dpt gaji...done...but smpai bila ak nk gini???ak nk capai kepuasan dlm bekerja...dulu..masa en.hasnul de, k.azah de, ak happy n feel so confident, dihargai n rasa sentiasa diperlukan...but now???rs kena buli, rs kena tindas....ak amat2 berharap dpt kerja yg memberi self esteem yg maksimum...i really need that...i know i can do better n better but bila ak wat yg bagus org tak nmpk sbb ak ni tak pandai kipas....ak bab membodek ni mmg laaaa...langsung2 tak teror...serius...

selain tu this year, ak target nk beli keta n further master...really hope at least could achive one of the goal...insya-allah...saving for my 2nd umrah...insya-allah kalau cukup, nk g next year...so this year my gaji sume dah de lubang nk kn g...mana nk saving for umrah, keta baru, vacation...ayooo...byknya...all the best for me lahh....

starting this year ak dh hbs kan baca 3 buah novel, de lagi 2 on the way...walaweiii...tetiba ak layan novel skrg...huhu...apo kono eii kau...angau ko???tak tau nape tetiba nk melayan novel...gigih plak tu...juz bila ak start nk baca ombak rindu ak slow sikit...sbb dh tgk filem kan so mcm tak berapa mencabar nk tau cite tu...huhu..

mama will retired this May n will start her beads class in April, so sbb tu la ak kn de keta sendiri sbb mama nk pakai keta nk g kelas...hohoho...along nk sgt satria neo...ak bukan kesah, asal tak wat hal, ak ok je...so nnti we wait n see la how...jd ke x amik Neo nnti...tggguuuuu....

owhh...ahad ni ak akan fly ke bandung for the 2nd time after 3 years...mcm teruja jugak ni...hehehe...shoppinggg!!!!the best therapy for all woman...kikiki...tp sbnrnya mcm tak tau nk beli pe...boleh tak gitu??hehehe....

tahun ni rasanya mcm2 akan jd dlm family n life ak...mama akan pencen this coming May, so mama akan sentiasa kat umah, adik akan hbs matriks dia, hopefully he can get university dekat area sini2 je...along akan fly further his study in PhD....ak plak...amat2 berharap akan dpt further master...abah will getting busy with his broker insurance bisnes...and of course, every one will asked, bila anak sulung n anak kedua tu nk kawen...urrgghhh...lg2 soalan ni...kalau ak tau bila ak bgtau la...kan jodoh ni rahsia Allah, jd ak tak de jwpn utk tu...so plssss...stop asking that question again...n again....bosan okk....

sapa tak nak kawen weiii...along ak tu...duit dh ckp nk kawen, tp nk wat cmner???jodoh lom smpai...ak ni...jeles tgk org menambah anak tiap2 tahun or selang beberapa tahun...ak pun nk jugak...tp ayah nye lom de...hbs camnor...ak bg la kasih syg ak kat anak2 buah n anak2 kawan2 ak...jd lah....huhu...

Alhamdulillah...i thinks that's all for now....next entry mayb story mory pasal g bandung....yup i will update it insya-allah...

Salam...Adios...